NEVER give up on your desires and dreams to serve a Superior Black Master!!

[abitstrange]

Ok, I am a 46yr old BBW crossdressing sissy male who is obsessed with serving a Black Master. I don't pass and being 46 now I figured I would be left to only fantasies and the memories of one and only encounter with a BBC from years ago. I live in a very small town with no real hope left. Then a year ago I contacted a BBC on a Craigs list ad who was interested and lived in a smaller city 20miles away, but the timing was off do to my living situation. I kept the email though. My living situation changed over the last year and with much hesitation (due to nerves) decided to write him again to see if he was still interested and whether he remembered me. To my surprise he did. I sent him some new photos last night and he liked them so much that he wants to get together and make me his cocksucking sisy slut. I am a virgin but told him I would only give myself up to a BBC Master. HE asked for my # which I gave him and we plan to get together!! Being 46 and not really passing I thought it would never happen, But it shows (and I want everyone to believe this) NEVER give up on you dreams and desires of serving and worshiping a BBC Master!!!! Dreams can come true when you least expect it!!!!

Will give details as it goes along....

[MsGary]

That will be wonderful to hear. I am also 46 but fortunately I have always been taken for a girl and also I sing alto. I have really enjoyed your posts in here , especially since the femmed for blk forum was started. And good luck with your pursuit and your dream. Stay safe and heallthy.
I had gotten the impression that you had more than one man along the way. i will state some of myother stats so you know I am kind of a "BBW" too but do not really push the poing at 5'9 170 . light brown hair and sexy brown eyes. Above average legs even compared to real girl beauty queens.
love, msgary

[maxstar]

do you have any pics

[abitstrange]

You have to know that 15yrs ago my late fiance cuckold me. She accepted my CDing with no problem and encouraged it. I knew that she had had prvious Black lovers and she told me details. Sex was good between us but I knew she needed more. Since I loved her I accepted that she need to be satisfied in ways I couldn't. I gave her permission to find someone and he was a Black man. At first she would only go out to see him and return with details and make me clean her up. Every cucks dream. We knew it was only sex with no emotions attached and she was satisfied and happy. Then she let me meet him and I found that after all the details and duties of a cuck that I was actually turned on when I saw him. He happened to come by one day when I was home alone and one thing led to another and I was on my knees before him. It was the most incredible event in my life. My GF found out and wasn't happy because she did not give permission and was afraid I would go from Bi to gay. She compromised and began bringing him home and making me get dressed up in femme and watch him fuck her. when done I performed my duties. But sucking his BBC I knew had changed me forever. That and cleaning up after they were done. My fiance died 7yrs ago and I know that no other woman can replace her and understand my desires. She left me with an obsession though that I will know in the next two days if it will be fulfilled. I hope so!!!

I am sorry if the other post were a bit misleading but I did start each post with a disclaimer that I had found the stories on the web. My apologies for any confusion

abitstrange

[jbalk20]

Thanks for the hope. I cannot wait to hear more. Sounds like you will be satisfied and have alot of fun. Congrats.

sissy jenny

[whitetrannyAnna]

mmm so sexy, glad u got the opportunity to take ur place where every white boy should be, kneeling at a Black man's feet in ur little panties.

[SluttyDreams]

I too am 46, overweight (for now) ad marginally passable since I haven't had any hormones or anything yet. I go to a therapist in a nearby city and I decided to advertise for a BBC connection and got several responses but the most inviting one was from a man who really got into the submissive white slut idea and will treat me like a master should. I'm still waiting to see what his schedule will be like on my next trip but fingers crossed.

I'm so intrigued by the idea I will no longer be a virgin when I come home...

[abitstrange]

An Update on finding a BB MAster

I am VERY depressed.....First off since the year we first made contact my Master to be got married. That put up flags when I recontacted him. We emailed back and forth for several months and even talked to him on the phone telling him I was a sissy sub with an obsession to become a sissy cockslave to a Black Master. I made it clear that he was in control and I would meet him anytime anywhere and even offered to host at my place. I sent him the pics he requested and everything seemed to be going fine except he would not give me any details as to what he wanted from me when we met.

He requested nude photos but being on the large side I explained that I was very self conscious of this request and told him I only wanted to be in femme when serving him. I went out and bought a new outfit and even a locking slave collar to present to him if he accepted me as his slave and sent him those pics too All seemed to be go and we were making the final plans for a meeting. I asked him where and when and cost of a hotel near him and included 3 new pics of me. Then zip nothing in reply.

I don't know what happened. I don't know if I was played or what. I was completely honest up front and he knew it. Like I say I am very sad and depressed over the situation. I should have known something might be up when he refused to give any details in his emails or on the phone. It's either that or I'm to old and not attractive enough but he knew that going in.

I won't give up hope though...if there is one there maybe others.

[SluttyDreams]

Originally Posted by SluttyDreams

I too am 46, overweight (for now) ad marginally passable since I haven't had any hormones or anything yet. I go to a therapist in a nearby city and I decided to advertise for a BBC connection and got several responses but the most inviting one was from a man who really got into the submissive white slut idea and will treat me like a master should. I'm still waiting to see what his schedule will be like on my next trip but fingers crossed.

I'm so intrigued by the idea I will no longer be a virgin when I come home...

Glad this thread was bumped.

I did, after several setbacks and delays, meet the man i mentioned before.

Turns out he loves to kiss, I'd never kissed a man before (interesting experience)

He treated me like a total slut and I spent most of the next two hours with his cock in my mouth. We did make a brief attempt at him fucking me but it didn't work out this time.

Still, on the whole, i had a great time - even if I'm still waiting to get my cherry popped.

[abitstrange]

I am very happy for you and that at least someones dream came true. For me I can't figure out what happened. All I can do is keep looking and hoping...someday.