I met John through my ad. I talk to a lot of guys and I still plan on meeting a few of them. Anyway, John and I had a great time. We decided to do it at my house for it was more comfortable for me. I actually kind of liked the idea that I was cheating in my own home. John had told me what he wanted me to wear and I was ready for him when he arrived. I let John in and I was a bit nervous. We sat on the couch and drank some wine. We started making out and he kissed me for about 20 minutes. We were making out and he was feeling me up.

Eventually he took my hand and put it on his cock. It made my heart skip when I felt it for the first time. We continued like this for another 10-15 minutes. Then I took John into our bedroom. After all the foreplay and the wine I was comfortable. I had John stand and I got on my knees and took down his pants. He had the most beautiful cock. I give my husband blowjobs when he wants them but I've never really been into it. I could not wait to take this one in my mouth.

I gave John a long blowjob and he came just a little bit and stopped me. John laid me on the bed and went down on me just long enough to get me nice and wet. When John put it in me for the first time I felt something that I have never felt before. I don't know how to explain it but all I can say it is something I'm going to need forever. He fucked me for about half an hour and came deep inside me. We cuddled in bed till the afternoon and then started over. We did all one more time. It was a dream come true. I am doing it again this week but with a different guy. The main reason is that he would not let me take pictures. I know it sounds weird but I want to be like the other girls on the Web site who show off the pictures of themselves with black men. I think it is so sexy. Like I said in my ad is a big turn on to me to know that others are looking at me with black men. The guy I am going to be with this week has no problem with pictures and even said we could video. I'm going to try and get someone to do the pictures and video for us. I guess I am kind of an exhibitionist. It is the black thing. I've never been an exhibitionist before. It is only the idea of meeting with black men that makes me want others to see.

I can't tell you how hard it is for me to not confess to my husband. It is not that I feel guilty. It is when we are having sex that I want to tell him. Like the girls do in the stories. I would love so much to tell him as he is fucking me that I was just with a black man and he was so much better. I think eventually I will tell him. He does have the fantasy of me being with another man and him watching. But he does not like when I talk about it being a black man. I think it makes him feel insecure when our fantasy includes a black man. In reality he has every reason to be insecure because now that I have done it, I agree with all the other girls on the site. Once you go black you will never go back.

I will have another story for you within the next two weeks. And I will take pictures for you all to see. I promise. I am so turned on at the thought of you all of seeing me with a black man. But until then at least you have some pictures of me.

If anyone has any feedback on how I should tell my husband or if I should please email me. I want to so bad, I want to tell him how much I love black men and I want to tell him how much better they are. I would really like to be one of those dominant wives that totally cuckhold their husbands and humiliate him. I would appreciate any advice on this matter.