Later that week I took a new step. I copied the first quarter of this very journal and emailed it to her to read. She came home that night and soon after, said, "Wow, what was that!?" I said, "What? The 'Chronicle'?" And Linda replied, "That was a lot, how much time did that take, how long have you been at it?" I could tell by her delayed comment and her expression it was a positive reaction. I told her I had been at it awhile and asked if she enjoyed it, she said yes but that she could not relax and read it -code for it made her horny and she wanted to savor it later. We never got to speak about it again, but I asked if she wanted more and she said, "Sure, honey." I sent her the second quarter, but it's been weeks and she still has not had the opportunity to read it. I think she wants me to read it to her, like the way we use to read sex and bondage stories aloud, but I don't want to, I want her to digest it at her own leisure. I know she will when she is ready. I am curious to see what reaction of any I get.

The next time we had sex it was soft and sweet, but at one point I whispered in my wife's ear, "Did you like my letter?" and she said, "Yes, I did." I then told her that on my computer I had set up a special folder just for her of special video clips for her to watch when I was out of town the next time. Later I showed her exactly where they were and gave her specific instructions that she was to view when I was gone. I had filled it with about 15 long vid clips of very big dicked blacks slam fucking cute little white girls and middle aged housewives! A week later I was out of town. When I got back and we got around to being alone, and naked, I started to ask, as I fondled her, if she looked at my computer as I told her to do. Linda softly moaned yes, and I asked if it made her wet, she said, "Yes, very…" I felt my cock grown stiff. I asked her what had happened and Linda told me she felt herself get wet, and then she slipped her hand in her panties and touched her self, then reached up and slipped her top down, playing with her nipples, tweaking and twisting each one as she watched a big hard dark dick ram in and out of a soft white women. So, I was really turned on now visualizing all this, and imagining her sitting there with her legs spread, fingering herself at the very computer I am writing on now. I asked if she made herself cum? Linda answered, "Yes….very quickly….and good." I grinned and said, "That turned you on, didn't it seeing all that?" She replied, "Unhunh…" "You want to see more?" I asked, and she kissed me, then whispered, "Yes, baby. I want more." I loved it, what a first! She had masturbated herself while alone watching interracial porn! Just like I had myself over a year earlier I thought. As I stood behind her and fucked my wife bent over the front of the sofa I told her I was stroking off, picturing her there at my computer, I was stroking off by using her pussy! She moaned and told me, "Do it, do it baby, stroke off your cock," she said, "Use my pussy to stroke off…Ohhhh." I was really turned on by this, this new using her pussy to masturbate idea, using her to jerk off, so I continued to pump her ever so slowly and do just that. I continued sliding my cock in and out of her for several minutes, until finally I came while thinking of her alone that night getting off at those vid clips! It was goooood. Several nights later I watched the all myself and jerked off while wondering what one had made her cum.

It had been awhile, far too long in my opinion, that we had the chance to have sex again. We were out in the living room late at knight finally and things started out nice and soft and slow, with touching and kissing. But by time we were going at it and she was moaning and whining and squeaking, it got me feeling all nasty again. I had been wanking off a lot lately as usual and was not able to cum easily. I continued on, waiting and wishing she would start being nasty again, but expecting that this was not the time and she was not in the mood and just wanted some nice loving. After awhile though I knew what I really needed, so I stood Linda up, turned her around and made her bend over and put her hands on the cushions of the soft. I started to really pumped her long and slowly and told her I was stroking my cock, using her pussy. I told her I was just using her hole to stroke off. She cried and moaned as I did it and said, yes, yes. I let her know I was just "using" her, making her my cum hole…..then added "Like everyone else will do to you!" She moaned and kept saying, yes, yes. I really did start to get into the control and domination and enjoyed watching her bend over, hearing her moan. After a few minutes I came thinking of her being used. I shot off inside her nicely. Man, it was sweet.

It was not until two weeks or so before we had opportunity again to be alone and relax. We ended up in the back bedroom and agreed to watch some videos. She again said "surprise me" when I asked what kind she wanted to watch. I was beginning to wonder if this was code word for "interracial" ones, or she really didn't have a preference. I can't yet say. But, I brought out a Lexington Steele one I had previewed. We watched for about 5 minutes and as I laid behind her I smiled as I saw Linda begin to play with herself… After another few minutes I told her to sit on my face ---something I really I've but my shy little wife has not been very enthusiastic about. This time she climbed right on board and I made her face the TV. I licked her tasty wet slit as she squeezed her own tits and stared at the screen where Lex was pounding some bozo busty blonde. Linda came within a minute to my surprise, and she came really hard. My cock was throbbing from this. Lying there with her sweet cunt in my mouth looking up at her holding her nipples watching the video! She crawled off and I quickly mounted her from behind as she lay on her belly, one of our favorite positions. She was soooo wet as I entered her. She's always nice and wet after she cums but this time she was soaked, so I plunged my stiffness straight and deep in her tightness in one nice push. I just took in the moment, slowly sliding in and out savoring her wetness and her still quivering body as she moaned with her eyes tight. I still had her facing the TV and I reached up to grab her arms which were beside her and folded them behind her back. She instantly held onto her own wrists as I increased the force and velocity of my cock thrusts. I started to moan myself now. I could tell she was feeling very aroused and submissive with her hands behind her back. So I reached over and grabbed her cotton sport bra and used it to quickly tie her hands together behind her. Then I really started to pound her cunt for several minutes. She turned her head and was moaning non-stop as I reamed her, she didn't look at the video but I started to taunt and tease her. I said she really liked seeing this video and she moaned yes, then I said you wish it was you, don't you? And she moaned yes, and then I added, you slut, you want that bog thick hard black meat ramming you, and she moaned yes, yes. After three or four minutes longer of this nastiness, I decided it was enough and exploded easily. I was happy that again watching this kind of video got her so wet, made her cum so fast, and allowed us to be so nasty.

A new breakthrough?

By the summer of 2003, the next several times we had sex it was nice as usual. Eventually, about a month after the last time we watched videos, we were making out in the dark on the sofa late on a weekend night. We had had a few drinks and eventually somehow as we were fucking and talking one or the other broached the subject of me watching her while other dicks fucked her. It was interesting how she didn't personify them as "men" or "guys" but just objectified them as "cocks." I kinda liked it. (But at the same time, I wondered if that only her way of "pretending" about it as opposed to "considering" the possibility). We started to talk about her being with another woman as I watched, then I said her husband would join and fuck her too and Linda moaned, "Oh yeah, definitely." I made her tell me over and over how she wanted to lick a wet pussy and suck a woman's clit after I had fucker her, and then do it again while she was being fucked by another man. I love it when Linda admits her bi fantasies or flat out says that she is bisexual -something she only does during sex. So, as we were fucking like this, I just up and asked, the "taboo" question, and said, "So, baby, you telling me now you wanna be a swinger after all" hmmm? And to my delight Linda softly squealed out, "…Maybe." I was really happy but not entirely surprised as it had seemed like it was coming for some time. What excited me was how three and a half years earlier she said she would never want to "swing" and hoped I was "not trying to make her try to do that kind of thing." Yet, here she was getting off again talking about really doing it. It also further gave me real hope now that all this talk of fucking black men was not mere fantasy sex chat or some half-serious titillation. Considering all this as we fucked made me cum super good. I finished by asking her the question of swinging several more times, as I listened to her moan and groan going, "yes, yes."

Weeks later I finally got the chance to get Linda to do something I had been wanting for awhile and kept trying to arrange, but it always fell through for some reason or another else she wasn't in the mood. I wanted to take photos of her as I wrote on her. The Dark Cavern site has many sexy pictures of women being written on with lipstick or markers or body paints. We managed to do some, but it didn't get to the point where I wanted and the body paints really stunk. So we gave up after only a few tries. Next time though, I intend to really label her "properly"….and then fuck her good after taking a lot of pics. I also want to write whore right across her cunt with a black permanent marker that way she will have to "wear" the brand like a tattoo for several days and it will reminder her. The idea gets me really hot!

Once again, weeks later we were away from home, and after a hectic weekend finally got the chance for sex. It was like 3 am and I woke her up by playing with her nipples and clit. We started going at it in the dark and I whispered in her ear that downstairs at the bed & breakfast we were staying at, there was a basketball team from the inner city staying….I told her when I was through with her she was going to be ordered downstairs, to knock on their door with instructions I was sending her down to be used…I started getting really hard as I whispered this scenario in her ear. There in the dark, as she was being fucked, still sleepy, I made Linda confess she was she wanted to go…I told her they were going to all take their turns and she moaned, "Yes, line them up….let them all just use me…like the slut I am" she whispered through moans of my cock. Since this was just pure fantasy, I then added a new twist and told her they were not going to use condoms and would fill her with their hot black men's cum. She moaned at this and I saw it got a reaction. I had never even considered this kind of thing a remote turn on at all, but had read about it on Dark Cavern, and saying it to her and seeing her reaction it got me off and I came soon after. The next day Linda made a passing comment how in the middle of the night when woken up for sex the last thing she wanted was to be made to talk nasty. I apologized but she smiled letting me know it was no big deal but that I owed her some soft and nice loving for the next few times.

Still more of that good stuff

While we were in the other bedroom one night the next week getting ready for sex, we felt like watching some porn. I asked Linda what kind and she said, "I think…girls with girls!" While we watched and she got wet I was soon fingering her as usual while she told me to suck her nipples and kiss her tits. She came while we watched two sluts humping each other, rubbing their cunts together. I made her moan that she loved seeing that as I told her how I knew she wanted to do that herself. Right after I climbed on her and slid my hard dick into her wetness as she continued tremoring from her climax. After a few moments of drilling her sweet warm tightness, Linda laid there with her eyes shut tightly moaning under my thrusts. I noted with pleasure that she had raised her hands crossed above her head, as she sometimes does. I like to think it her way of offering up to her submissive side, as if in bondage. But I decided this time to ask her why she was holding her arms that way. Somehow, I don't recall exactly, she said something that indeed indicated she was being taken by men, and then somehow we were suddenly talking about her being "used" by different men and I was asking if she wanted to be gangbanged? She moaned an enthusiastic "Yes," that she wanted them to use her, to "dominate" her. I greedily fucked her harder for that. I asked her how they were using her, hoping she was fantasizing about it right then. She said they would, "Do me all different ways…some just taking me, not saying a word, others telling me what I am." I grinned and asked my wife, "And what's that?" She replied with a delightful squeal in her voice, "A whore, a slut…" Then she added with gusto, "A dick loving, cum eating bitch to fuck" then she added "I like dick, big dick, I like it all, back, white, bring them on, line them up!" It was great. I fucked her like a piston and soon came hard, as I always do with my sweet nasty wife.

The next night we again were up late, lying on our own bed and watching porn. This time I selected and put in a scene I had been saving for her where two black studs were double penetrating this sexy redhead outdoors. As we lay there, and I started to caress her, I soon felt my wife was getting wetter by the second it seemed. I started to finger her clit and her eyes glazed over then closed as she lay there with her head to the side. She was breathing very hard and starting to spasm softly. As she wasn't watching the screen, I started to tell her what they were doing to the girl. I felt her nearing her climax less than a minute later. As she did I quickly ordered her to tell me she liked it as I made her confess how hot the scene was making her, telling her that she loved seeing those black asses as they pounded a white hole with dark meat. She answered "yes" and moaned loudly and I added that she really wanted to be there in her place, getting it in both holes from two at a time. I made her say "yes" over and over as I repeated the question, "You want to be there?" Linda came really loudly, screaming this time in a long vocal shriek that had me smiling from ear to ear in surprise and worrying that it would wake someone. I entered her a minute later after she had relaxed and slowly pumped her to the rhythms and sounds of the video, reminding her by whispering in her ear that she had just cum long and hard thinking about those two big dark dicks. I soon had a satisfying orgasm in my wife's warm hole as she lay there holding me tightly against her.

Finally…Dark Cavern!

About two weeks after the above, we had gotten the chance to finally have an entire evening alone to have some drinks and relax. Linda looked sexy in just a half opened black silk robe. After awhile of playing and teasing, I talked her into finally taking a look at the Dark Cavern website! We opened it up and went to the "What's New" section because that always has a good cross section of nastiness readily accessible. We flipped around and cliqued here and there, stopping to see the new photo shoots and stories (we accidentally ran into some pics of some god awful huge fat women which about ruined it for us both ---please! no more fatties). Then I showed her the personal ads, which she seemed most interested in because they were real and genuine. Then I called up our pics --the fake and real pics --that I had posted of her. She was amused and continued exploring. I sat behind her as she surfed, touching her nipples and reaching down to play with her pussy, Linda was not very responsive and didn't get very wet. I was a little surprised. These pictures were there for all the men to see she knew. But she said we would look at the site some time again and agreed to maybe try some live chat, but wasn't in the mood that night.

I then went ahead and showed her my most recent "faked" pics of her, I had about a dozen superb ones she had not yet seen of her fucking black men or getting cum on or banged by several black cocks, and she had not look at the earlier ones in months anyway. After about a minute or two of looking through them in a slide show I felt her pussy getting hot and starting to drip her warm juices. Linda made a comment on several of the pics, saying how they looked real or were very well done or when I would say that she was being a real slut there in a picture, she's pretend with me by adding, "Yeah, that's me, it was fun." After only about another minute or two, she said quickly, "Let's go do it right now." We went back to the sofa and instantly started making out as I fingered her and to my surprise she came in under 60 seconds! So, I obviously knew she was really turned on. We started to fuck right then and I held out for a long time, pumping her all different ways in all manner of positions, giving it to her good and reminding her the whole time of how wet and hot the pictures had made her, how quickly she had cum and how hard that made my cock. As I was on top of her, pressing her down I told her how I was going to take her to a swinger's club that was in a town nearby we had a weekend holiday visit planned for. I told her that I was planning of taking her there and letting her see how nasty everyone was, and then fuck her in front of strangers, especially black guys. Linda squealed and moaned and I made her admit what a turn on it would be for her to be fucked liked that, and as I fucked her I made her promise again that she would go online sometime to hotchat with black men. Her promises right then and the thoughts of an adventure at the sex club made my cock throb inside her, permitting me to fuck her even longer and harder until she started to wear out, telling me to hurry and finish. When Linda does that, I know her poor sweet pussy is getting a little sore…but dominant that I am it makes me fuck her harder and rougher, as if she was getting it again from man after man! That always makes me cum hard. She knows it too. So, just before I came I told her I was going to make her my cum eating bitch, and I suddenly pulled out and straddled her roughly, holding her arms forcefully down above her head with one hand and rubbing my cock on her face, smearing her own pussy juice on her lips as I jerked off, within seconds I spewed my load on Linda's lips and nose and cheeks. I yelled for her to open her mouth and lick and she obliged but still acting like she didn't want to, squealing and moaning and protesting. It was hot. Whether her protests were involuntary or not I wasn't quite sure. I wanted to make her lick it all up, sucking my cock head clean, but I was exhausted and rolled off her, letting it all just dry on her face as we lay there.

Under the Table….

Several weeks later we had the chance to look at her fake sex pics on the computer again. I had made a whole crop of new images of Linda having sex with black men and was anxious to show her. Several were very nasty and my best work yet. I had excellent ones of her with one man or in groups, taking fat black meat in all her holes, the men sometimes coming on her face or tits. We started out by looking at the older ones first, because since she had only seen them once or twice, they were still pretty new to her. Linda was again surprised at how many I had, as they now totaled nearly 75. She sat naked in front of me on the chair and watched as I clicked through them…occasionally commenting on how good a job I did, how real they looked, or how sexy the image was, but usually Linda made just technical observations…so like before I endeavored to remark pretending about how "nasty" she must have been that night or how hard she was getting it or how much she must have liked it. Linda would just smile and affirm my comments as I played softly with her nipples. Finally I reached down between her legs and rubbed and caressed until I made my way to her sweet pussy…which to my surprise (and disappointment) was not especially wet yet. However, after a minute of touching her clit she started to moisten up noticeably. I turned the mouse over to her and let her drive so she could linger on the images at her own pace. I now started to more strongly work Linda's tits and began to kiss her neck and shoulders, being sure to notice what picture she was on when she commented it was a really good one. My cock was sticking straight up now and she new it.

At this point, Linda out of the blue said, "You know what really turned me on, I want to see that scene in that Emmanuelle movie again…." I responded, "You mean the African one in the gas station?" referring to a scene where a mature blonde gets a quickie on with a young black guy she bumps into at a remote gas station. The scene for some reason is very erotic to Linda and twice before she expressed how the whole sex with a stranger thing in the scene really made her hot. Linda said we should go watch it again. I said sure and figured I'd have to dig it out now, disappointed the images were not holding her complete attention but happy at least she was again wanting something interracial. Just then however, I said, "I want to try something, don't move…" I slipped out from behind her and went under the table between her legs. She leaned back and adjusted herself, spreading her thighs for me. I started to lick softly and listened to her slowly clicking through the pictures….her clicking with the mouse really slowed down, which let me know she was looking closely at a picture… Then I looked up! From my vantage point between her legs down under table I could see reflected in her glasses the very picture she was looking at! It was so sexy! My wife's wet tasty pussy there between my lips, my tongue slurping away at her clit, my rock hard dick throbbing as I could see the image of her having sex with black guys that she was looking at…Linda began to rub her tits with one hand as she continued clicking slowly through the pictures with her the other… Looking up I watched each image mirrored back as her mouth parted with her panting and her tongue licked her lips! I could not believe how sexy it was!

I could see the lust in her eyes at the very time I could see what was getting her so wet. It was such an incredible turn on I knew I'd have to do it again in the future. I started to stroke my now aching cock and really lick Linda faster and harder. It must have been less than 60 seconds for all this to happen before she suddenly surprised me with a shuddering orgasm….I saw her eyes close and she clutched both her tits in her hands as she came hard, screaming aloud in a very long climax. I crawled out and came around to her with my cock pointing rigid when she grabbed my hand and sputtered out, "Forget the video, just fuck me NOW!" She was so adamant, I'd never heard her like this before! I was grinning from ear to ear as she led me hurriedly to the back room. I was so turned on and she was incredibly hot! I had gotten her off really good with my tongue as she looked at pictures of herself being fucked by black guys!

We quickly entered the room and Linda immediately got down on all fours on the bed….looking over her shoulder waiting for it, which again told me how horny she was now. I pushed my stiff member right inside her and felt she was really wet and tight. I started to pump her with deep long strokes and right away she demanded it harder so I gave it to her good her like a dirty tramp, ramming it in and smacking her ass cheeks. I was so hard and so aroused that I did something else new: I called out to her, "Take my big black cock!" It made me hotter to say it and Linda happily replied instantly with a distinct growl saying, "Give me that black meat! fuck my tight pink hole!" I absolutely loved what she was saying and how energetically she was saying it, talking to me as if I was a black man actually right there fucking. This went on for several moments but it was all a haze of lust and I only recall replying with something like, "Yeah, take my big black dick, take it!" while Linda answered, "I love your black dick!" right as I came hard inside her. It was soooo nasty and such a good climax. We then both laughed and moaned and lay there in each others arms, spent and satisfied.

After awhile, Linda was practically asleep but my pulse was still racing, and as I lay there thinking about what we just did and all the pictures of her, and seeing how lovely she looked there with her curvy form, her soft porcelain skin in the blue light of the darkened room I got hard all over again and wanted her once more. I like it when we are able to do it more than once, it's sexy, but it doesn't happen very often for us---we're either both too tired or too satisfied. This time though, I was still stiff and I knew she was really wet, so slipping it in while she was so helpless was definitely nasty dominant fun. I pulled her around, spread her legs and plunged in smoothly but slowly. As I fucked my wife again she moaned and I then said, "You want a bunch of black cock, bitch, you want to be gang banged, you dirty wife!" Then once more, as I pounded her and she said yes, I added something new for us, I whispered, "Your pussy is soooo wet, Linda, soooo wet...from all that cum inside you…All those black men cumming in your cunt! I imagined the slick cum in her was actually from all the men in the photos and it turned me on to think I was now getting her after. "I can feel it!" I said, "I can feel how wet you are from being fucked by so many men!" She just moaned louder and then said, "Yessss, yessss…all their cum" I told her how slick her pussy was from being fucked by all those big black dicks and fucked her faster then we both moaned and groaned for several more minutes before I was spent and collapsed. It was new for us, but after we didn't speak of it.