PART 1

This is how we started out - before we had our first cucking (see Fully Cucked At Last).

Well my wife and I have been talking about cuckolding and her having lovers with my knowledge for the last year or so. It started out as my fantasy, her riding a big black cock, fuelled somewhat by her teasing me about former very well endowed lovers (before our marriage) and holidays in Jamaica. Anyway, there was never any real detail from her, it just became part of our lovemaking sessions, playing with toys, gradually getting bigger and bigger toys, coloured toys etc. (I'm not small as such.. but some of our toys are now very big.. (I bought her a 13" bam dildo for chrimbo, which we're both looking very forward to trying on her).

Anyway a few months back I found a site online which explained it all in an informative way- explaining it from the blokes point of view, why men find it horny etc. She'd always been worried that because I wanted her to sleep with other men it meant I didn't love her, or care for her, or more importantly that I wouldn't feel jealous.. and I found it hard to explain just how I felt, and why it was in fact exactly the opposite.. but this site had it all written down, it explained exactly how I felt, so I printed it out and asked her to read it.

Anyway.. just before christmas we sat down and had a discussion, she has told me she wants to stop being so prudish, and has promised me that this year, 2008, we will try out our fantasies in real life.

I felt excited- but still reserved, after all many times whilst making love she'd said similar things to bring us both to a climax, but now I feel like it's actually going to happen.

She's started chatting to a young lad on msn, 18 years old, well endowed, and very horny, she was chatting to him yesterday evening whilst I was upstairs watching 24, when I finally realised how late it was and popped down to see what she was up to, she'd just finished bringing the guy off with dirty talking... something she has never ever done before..

We went up to bed shortly after, and she told me some of what she'd been saying to him, whilst asking me to pleasure her, then, once she'd come, she told me I had to sort myself out.. after all that's what a cuckold does... I came in about 2 secs flat, then was hard again almost straight away.. but no help, and I was left horny for the rest of the night...

I left her alone today as I had a family thing to go to and she wasn't feeling well.. I've just walked in, and not only was she chatting to him on msn.. he had his vid up and was wanking furiously as she typed...

I've just watched my wife bring a man off (although virtually) for the very first time...

(TO BE CONTINUED)