Some More Sex Club Fun Together

Our 6th visit to a sex club was our most interesting and entertaining yet, though we still didn't swing with anyone. We got dressed up, had a nice dinner there, did some sexy dancing together, then finally made our way to the back locker rooms. We got somewhat nervously undressed, put on our towels and headed toward the dark pool area. It wasn't that crowded this early and there were various couples in their 30s and 40s hanging out here and there, or just sitting around naked. We got into the warm water and enjoyed swimming naked together in public. It was very nicely set up and we were felling pretty relaxed and sexy. We also tried the hot tubs for awhile but they were a bit too hot, and too many fat and loud people kept coming over to get in.

After awhile of sitting and watching with a few occasional meanderings about the place, Linda got in the pool alone as I sat on the side. She soon started to do a sexy dance for me. It was very nice just watching her alone relaxed and feeling sexy knowing other men and couples were around looking at her. She got me rock hard from it and we were soon fucking away on a nearby bed under a canopy. Three not bad looking women, who had been in the pool with their men, stopped to watch as they came by. I looked up to see one of them smiling at me as she watched me really pounding Linda something fierce. I pulled out to reposition so she could get a good eye full of my hard on and whispered to Linda to see if she knew we were being watched. We eventually slowed down and went back to the pool. Two good looking black girls were sitting with a third really fat one right nearby us, but oddly none of them bothered to ever crack a smile or say a word to anyone. There was all this sex going on and they looked out of place and bored just sitting still wrapped in their bras and panties. Very strange. I wanted to go say something but wasn't sure what. At this point Linda started to suck on my cock, and hard as I was with the women nearby and all the sex going on, I was really enjoying her effort more than ever before. She sucked on me better than she ever has previously, perhaps because she was feeling turned on too. If I wanted to I think with a little assistance and hand effort from her I could have actually cum. But I wasn't ready for that. I was still holding out the exciting fantasy of her first-ever real blowjob being on a black guy. The notion is still just a bit more arousing than the thought of her performing it on me, much as I'd like that.

We walked around again but were soon back in the pool. At one point Linda turned away from me and suddenly made eye contact with a buxom younger blonde, who had just slunk away from another woman with whom she had been spending time rubbing tits and sucking off one of their husbands. As they turned and found themselves right next to one another the buxom blonde and Linda started to giggle at each other. They said hi to each other and the next thing I knew were spontaneously arm in arm and rubbing torsos together! I immediately moved back and away and was grinning uncontrollable. Then they were bouncing and rubbing titties and playfully grabbing ass! At last my wife was hooking up with another woman! They almost came to lips but instead just stayed smiling sexily at one another, holding their tits and pressing nipples as they bobbed in the water giggling. It went on like this, with both women giggling and looking at me for about another 30 seconds or so, until they slowly drifted apart. The blonde woman semi-embarrassed tried to apologize for interrupting us. I spoke up and said, "Please! Go ahead! She's never done anything like this before." But, instead the next thing we knew the woman just floated away with a smile and left the pool. We were excited and titillated by the energy of the sudden brief encounter, but also somewhat disappointed that it went no further.

We then slipped off alone to a private room where Linda was more comfortable (but to me defeated the whole purpose of being at a sex club) and I gave her a hard fucking for a few minutes before then fingering her to a climax. There were a few sexy looking couples here and there that I would have liked to chat with and especially to have seen Linda hook up with the woman or watch me do the same. But Linda was too nervous and shy to even say hello, let alone just go over and sit in the hot tub with them. I let it slide since this was our first time in this club and our first time being openly naked and fucking in front of so many people like this.

About this time we were in the pool again just floating around and it was getting much more crowded. There were several gorgeously sexy women getting it on with their men in every corner of the pool. We started to fuck slowly as best we could, since the water was really drying Linda's pussy up, as happens to some women. I had Linda up against the side of the pool, and we were smiling and giggling and enjoying ourselves when nearby we caught the eye of this pretty older red head (perhaps in her early 50s) with nice huge tits. Before we knew it she floated right up against us both. She made pleasant comments, putting her arm around Linda and telling us how sexy we looked. She was kind of buxom with no waist or ass, but she was very sweet and still quite lovely. I was delighted that on her own Linda also reached right over and put her arm around the woman too. I was astonished at how quickly and smoothly Linda welcomed the woman's attention. We all were giggling and grinning and the woman reached down and took hold of my rock hard cock. Surprised, she complimented Linda on its size was and Linda responded that I knew how to use it too. As Linda floated there against the side of the pool, I started to briefly suck on the women' s lovely thick nipples, and her encouragement caused Linda to lean over giggling and take a few licks as well. The woman rubbed her hands across Linda's tits a few times and also took a few quick slurps on her nipple. Then the woman started to guide my stiff dick into Linda's hole. Oddly, she was indirectly trying to interest us in going over to play with the couple she was just with, a dumpy old guy and an especially unattractive fat woman. We were kind of dismayed and politely declined. I was hoping the red head would stick around with us but she only smiled and floated away back to the couple she was with that night.

Still, this second encounter energized us and we soon started to fuck again. But, once more, Linda was so freaking dry from the pool washing away her natural lubrication that I could not get myself in her. It was bizarre and she felt really bad and kept apologizing and telling me to just force it in, but I couldn't. Her hole was sealed tighter than a virgin's. It was so strange that we left the pool and made our way to a nearby futon. It was really crowded at this pint and people were everywhere. There was not a lot of sex going on through that we wanted to see. We briefly watched two sexy younger girls sucking off some guy with a pencil think dick. Then a younger couple sat nearby us and Linda watched this pretty buxom young blonde suck on her young boyfriend, then energetically ride him. Watching them got her wet again and my fingering managed to make her cum right there in front of about 30 people. I was then inside her in an instant and about five minutes later came hard myself. We continued to lay there for awhile then feeling cold and very tired we called it a night. It was a good evening though. Even if we did not hook up with anyone else, it was a very erotic, somewhat romantic, and definitely fun experience.

When we got back home, we agreed we would go again soon. We fucked hard and I made Linda cum again, while she told me how she would have liked to see me fuck the young blonde in the ass while she was giving head to her boyfriend. In early the morning, we again fucked intensely and Linda told me how hot it made her to be watched in the pool and to flirt and grope with those other women. We agreed the trip was definitely one to repeat.

Early Summer Nastiness

I came back one weekend night from a business trip and soon enough we were alone in the dark. I was slowly working Linda from behind as she lay on the bed under me. I was pretty tired and things were going slow. On a hunch I thought I might provoke her into fantasizing for me…so I whispered to her…I'll bet when I was gone and you finally found yourself alone in the afternoon, you called your boyfriend over didn't you?" Immediately, she gave out a long, soft, mischievous moan, and responded, "Oh, yes, I called him, I called my boyfriend…my black stud boy toy." I was instantly elated and listened eagerly for more. I caught right away that my wife had referred to a "boy toy", which was unusual for her and as far as I could recall something new.

Linda went on to tell me how she met him at the door in her lingerie and took him to our bedroom to "service" her. She described him fucking her in "every hole" and giving it to her hard and fast and deep the way she "likes it." As she related her escapade while I lay on top of her back, in my mind I was imagining the entire scene unfold as if it had really happened. First she said he "did" her pussy with his "chocolate dick." I moaned at this and began fucking her faster now. "Then what happened?" I anxiously asked. She went on to tell me how he then "flipped" her over and did her ass. Then to my shock, she added, "Then he made me suck his cock!" I moaned at this, and with a playful gasp of disbelieving shock, asked, "You…sucked his cock after he fucked your ass!?" She answered, firmly, "Yes…" At that I yelled, "Oh, you whore!" My cock grew even more rigid at this. She had never ever hinted she was even aware of any ass to mouth play, and we had never mentioned it to one another before, nor even scene it in any videos that I could remember. While it held no real interest for me, her inclusion it in her fantasy was an incredibly nasty turn on and an intriguing curiosity. I was fucking her harder now and she continued, "After he was done doing me, he took me in the shower…" She paused, as if to let the suspense sink in for me. "Yes, yes?..." I eagerly asked, relishing in her fantasy tale. But still she waited, teasing. "Then what happened?" I asked again, hoping secretly to hear what I thought I might. Finally she continued, "…Then he pissed all over me!" I moaned again and n my delight called her dirty names. She went on to say something like, "He pissed all over my face and my tits, then on my pussy, and finally bent me over and gave my ass a golden shower." I don't recall all of her description and hot talking exactly because by this point I was so busy moaning and fucking.

To my surprise though, I had still not climaxed yet and a minute or so went by while she still lay under me quietly taking my cock ride. So, once more, I asked, "Is that what happened?" She murmured agreement and then turned her head to describe how having "done his business" her boy toy "left" but soon the doorbell and rang and "his friend, an older much bigger black man was there to pick him up." She slowly told me how he said he "wasn't about to let coming all the way out here to be a waste." I asked what she was wearing when she answered the door, and she replied, "Nothing…" I didn't say a word and only listed for the rest of her tale. I fucked her more slowly now, awaiting the rest of her story. As before I visualized every thing my wife said. She went on how the man just grabbed her and pulled her upstairs, threw her down and said, "You're gonna suck my cock, bitch!" I moaned and got stiffer as she said it. She was more excited in telling about this second encounter now, and she quickly added, "After he came in my mouth, and made me swallow every drop…he fucked my ass then my cunt with that fat black cock!" By now I was moaning louder and pounding her hole faster. "He came in your mouth!?" I gasped in mock shock. "Mmmm…" was my wife's only answered. Truly this was Linda's hottest and nastiest fantasy tale ever and the manner in which she told it as if it had happened made it all the sweeter for me.

Reacting further to her tale, I asked in false surprise, "He fucked your ass first?" "Yeah," Linda replied between my thrusts. Then with delight, she declared, "He held me down and used me over and over, making me take every inch." I listened while now drilling her madly. "He fucked my ass good!" she told me enthusiastically. "He sad he was going to own my white ass, and that I was his bitch now!" She went on, her voice now raised in excitement, "He said to me, 'You like that don't you, bitch?' and I said to him, 'Yes, Sir. GIVE ME THAT BLACK DICK!" I yelled in response, "Oh, yes, Oh yes!" My hips were now frantically working my cock in and out of her hole, and, I have to note, she was noticeably wetter than before. Much wetter. Barely able to speak because I was moaning so loudly at this point, I managed to ask, "Did you like it?" before hesitantly saying, "Was he better than me?" Without skipping a beat she said, "I loved it baby! It was the best!" Her words shot through me and I felt myself climaxing involuntarily with an especially long heavy orgasm. My legs were numb from sitting astride her ass and thighs. All I could do was collapse next to her. My wife turned and said, "Wow, honey, I felt that." I laughed.

I loved how she described the second imaginary encounter, and that it was so different from the previous. I was intrigued that she referred to his "fat" black cock "filling her up", and that he "made her take it," and most of all how she had been so submissive in calling him "Sir." I think getting her to fantasize out loud on request like this for me, being so creative and erotic, was a good way of helping her get in better touch with what really excites her and what she may really be wiling to do some day. It was also one hell of a way to help me climax.

Continuing Video Fun and Cocksucking

One evening alone we made another fun video. I had Linda sucking on her black rubber dildo, then I took a set of photos. They turned out real good, and her sucking is definitely improving. Linda enjoyed pretending it was a real cock and knowing I was excited watching her go down on him and try to suck him off. She did not take it in her mouth as long as I wanted her too, nor much deeper still, but her enthusiasm was the most she had so far and was itself definitely sexy. Afterwards, I fucked her pretty good while she played with her clit until she came.

Days later she asked if I had watched it yet, I told her I had and we talked about it, about how hot it made me to see her cocksucking "another man." She expressed that she was having an increased interest now in it, and was realizing that she was better at it than she had thought. It was encouraging to both of us.

The next time we fucked-for it was not "lovemaking" or just married sex, but raw fucking-I put on a new cock ring that I got. I tested it earlier alone and it fit perfectly around both my cock and balls. It was pretty sexy, making my dick a bit more sensitive as well as swelling its thickness just enough for her to notice. The extra weight of the metal ring is noticeable when I penetrate her from behind. I positioned my wife on her side, and as usual we got into it very quickly. I did her pretty roughly and she was instantly squealing and moaning in response. Then after a few moments Linda told me how she really liked this position now, giggled, then added, "It leaves me free to use my mouth on someone else"…At that comment I rammed her hard as I could while I came.

That weekend, on Sunday, we got in some rare early morning sex. I put a pillow over Linda's head to stifle her moans and cries from waking the family, but also as considerate a way of letting her slip into her own fantasy world, as it were, a safe dark place to imagine in her own privacy whatever she wanted for a change. Sometimes if I do this she thinks its because I am fantasying I am with another woman, and she is indulging me in it, other times I know she is pretending she is having anonymous sex with a stranger. But this time, to my surprise and delight, she started to whisper. I could hear her under the pillow saying, "Fuck me! Yeah, give me that chocolate meat, fuck me you black bastard!" It of course only encouraged me and she well knew it. Listening to my wife talk to her phantom black lover, I drilled her fast and deep until I was spent.

The next weekend on Saturday afternoon we had a few hours to ourselves and put it to good use. We set up the video camera in a spare bedroom and I awaited my wife to join me. Linda entered wearing one of her sexiest outfits, a short tight one-piece black leather skirt with a zippered vest top attached. She had on her super sexy black fishnet stockings and favorite strapped high-heels. I was lying there naked and as soon I saw how she looked I was excited. Her tits were popping out of the leather vest from the pushup bra she was wearing underneath. [I have to admit, in the full daylight we both looked pretty decent on camera as I later discovered.] She sauntered over to the bed and climbed on telling me in her sweetest voice that she, "…Was kind of in a pussy mood today…" but that we would "just have to change her mood," at which point from around her back she pulled her huge black vibrating dildo that she had been concealing. I suggested she suck on it awhile to get herself in the mood and so down she went, swirling her tongue around its head and letting her lips embrace it. Soon she was slowly swallowing inches of it to show off what she had taught herself. It was a tremendous difference for her as she was now able to take more than two inches for about three seconds without having to cough or gag from it like she always had. Again, the incredible site of this big brown plastic dick sliding in and out of my wife's mouth got me rock hard. She only went down on it briefly and slowly, but very erotically, even spitting on it. I told he she seemed to have acquired some real skill and she let out a short giggle as she smiled at my own now stiff cock.

Then she knelt down next to me and facing the camera began to massage it on her clit for a while. Next she placed it on her pussy and began to rock back and forth on its head. She pulled up her skirt and let the head of the dildo slip inside her. I stroked my cock as I watched her pleasuring herself. Soon she moved to lie on her back and I moved away to get a better look. She continued to work her toy faster on her pussy, moaning more and more. I took the camera and walked to around her to get an even better view of her nasty playing. I whispered to her, "Tell that black bull what you want." She responded by saying, for the first time that I could ever recall, "Yeah…Give me that black fucking tongue…put those black lips all over my pussy, make me scream, make me cum, then give me that dick…" As she got closer to cumming, she cried out, "That's it, that's it, that's it!" I watched as my wife made herself climax screaming in one of her longest and loudest orgasms I have ever witnessed in a woman. It was superb and I was rock hard. Then she said, "Now it's time for a fuckin'…"

As I took a moment to put the camera aside she even continued to work her pussy more slowly with the dildo. I was inside her in an instant after this, brushing away her shuddering thighs and pushing her still trembling hands aside. I told her she had come incredibly hard and she giggled, and I told her that she felt incredibly wet. She said she was always wet after coming but I replied that she was much, much wetter than usual and that she didn't get that wet for me when I made her cum. She giggled again. As I rode her smoothly and slowly at first, she told me to "dick that pussy" and "fuck it after its been sucked and licked." I called her a sexy nasty bitch and black cock lover, she squealed in response. Encouraging me, she even told me to call her, "Miss Dirty Cunt Whore" and Mother Fucking Cunt Whore." She moaned under me responding to my each of my forceful thrusts.

Linda soon reached out awkwardly for her toy and put it against her lips. As she moaned from my rapid thrusts, she started to pump it against her lips and let it slip into her mouth. I told her to lick off that pussy juice and she did so, obligingly moaning about how good it was as she continued to tease me by up and down licking the head and shaft. My wife moaned responsively as I told her how hot she looked with a big black dick in her and mouth how I wanted to see her take a load in her face. She put it aside as we started fucking face to face. I made Linda beg me to let her have some black dick and she obediently whispered in my ear, "Please…give me some black dick, I want it, can I have it, can I please fuck some black cock, please?"

Her soft pleading requests delighted me and I fucked her more feverishly now. She cried out in pleasure at each plunge. All the while I was telling her in response that I was going to see to it that she got enough black cock and had guys lining up to use her. She wrapped her legs around me and grinned at the camera, then told me how she loved being fucked by me. I flipped Linda over and did her from behind for a while, slapping her ass with a half dozen good spanks. She answered me by saying "Ow! Thank, you sir, ow! I made her suck on her dildo now as I fucked her, telling her to gag on it and then to "get that nigger off and make him reward you with his load." She moaned and moaned and I later saw on camera some of her best sucking yet as she really worked her mouth and her tongue on it, even stroking it with her hand as she did. [I later enjoyed seeing on video the whole head and then some disappear repeatedly into her horny mouth. The clip is now one of my all time favorites.] I said, "you like it now in both ends, don't you bitch" and she moaned, "Oh, yes, yes, I do." I added, "You like being a cocksucker? And my wife answered me, "Oh, yeah...especially for black dick… as she smiled at the camera. I told her that was the only kind of cocksucker she was and gave her a few more slaps on her ass cheeks.

I told her to fuck the dildo with her little whore mouth and gag on it and she was definitely encouraged by my talk, trying enthusiastically as she was being fucked on all fours. As best she could her head and mouth tried hungrily moaning nearly the whole time. Several times Linda actually made ganging sounds as she forced her mouth onto the thing, but she didn't stop and kept it in her mouth as deep and as long as I have ever seen her do-and certainly far longer than she ever has with my cock, which was hardly as big as this black dildo. I spanked her a little bit more and made her say over and over that her mouth was "made for black cocksucking." She said it as she alternated looking into the camera and slurping on her toy, moaning about how big my now rock hard cock now felt inside her. Watching the clip makes me have to stroke and cum every time I see this part now.

Finally, after nearly thirty minutes of our playing, I came as I told her to gag on the black cock. "Gag bitch, gag in it!" I yelled and the sweet sounds of my wife's mouth working at trying to take it in made me shoot my load with intensity. We collapsed right there together and I kissed her reddened ass cheeks telling her good she felt to me and how hot and slinky she looked. Afterwards, I commented quietly how she never mentioned being licked on by a black guy before. She grinned and replied that she, "thinks about it now more and more" and that it turns her on to think of seeing a black man's head between her thighs. I asked, "really?" and she said, "MmmHmm…really."

Some New BDSM Roleplay

One night we were preparing to enjoy ourselves but couldn't decide what to do or how to go about something fun. Eventually, Linda told me to put on an old monk's robe we had from Halloween and go wait in the back bedroom. About 15 minutes later she calls me and I find her waiting next to our bondage bench and wearing an old peasant girl Halloween costume and boots. She had out the whip and paddle and her favorite little blue vibe toy. She said to me, "I was told to come to you, for my punishment, Sir. I've been very bad." It was cute, as we seldom do any kind of sexual roleplay or costumed fun like this. What proceeded was then me giving her a pretty severe spanking, the most she's ever had, then I whipped her tits as she used her vibrator to cum. It was very hot because she had never climaxed before while being tit whipped and this was the most I had ever giving her. Both her breasts were streaked with marks and her nipples were swollen and bright red. She kept crying and saying to please "whip the sin out" of her. It was good fun and I was nicely stiff from it. I then bent her over right the bench and did her hard, making her scream from my thrusts. But I soon moved her to the bed nearby, tied her hands and ankles behind her with some waiting ropes and started to fuck her in the ass …or so I thought. Hilariously afterwards, Linda tells me, that I wasn't fucking her in the ass, that I was just in her pussy again. But for some reason that night I couldn't tell the difference and hadn't noticed! It was dark and I had had some wine, and her pussy was especially tight that night, so, when I moved all the robes and dress parts out of the way, poured the lube all over her ass cheeks, started to rub my cock up and down them, telling her I was going to use her ass harshly to punish her for her lusts, I assumed the tight hole I found between her closed legs was the right one. I eventually forced myself in...and I came way too quickly as I kept telling her to confess her "sins of fornication and copulation" and her "wanton selling of her flesh to negroes." Still, it was oddly funny though to realize it wasn't her ass after all.

Summer Party Plans

Our plans at end of July now are to again try as best we can to go to another private interracial sex party hosted by the couple who invited us the last time. Meanwhile, late one Wednesday night, after it has been awhile since we had a chance for sex, we talked about going to the upcoming interracial house party. Soon as we were engaged in heated humping hip to hip, there in the dark Linda soon started to talk in my ear about what might happen at the party, where a "nice looking chocolate stud" would take her off and as my wife put it, I would "watch his dark ass cheeks between your wife's white thighs, hearing me urge him on and I'd look at you and smile knowing your cock was stiff from watching…and knowing that afterward I'd get that too." She was being so horny. This soon led to me saying she would get it later for sure but only after she gets it a lot there. To this Linda sexily replied, "line 'em up!" Oh, yeah! I thought. "That would be so hot to see," I told her, "It would get me stiff, watching you smiling as you were 'nigger fucked!'" At this she responded, "You'd like seeing your wife be used, that black ass between her white thighs, nigger fucking!" At this point now I was groaning and moaning, slamming my dick in her. Then as if to finish me off, she whispered, "…Black only need apply." That was it for me. I came hard. She had never used that line before and it was a good one.

Fucking My Horny Slut Wife

Weeks later we went to a fetish party at a new club. But, sadly, it was a hideous bore. It was an almost complete waste of our exceptionally precious time. Just another lame event filled with trolls and misshapen mutants hanging out in street clothes.

However, we did see one especially sexy younger black girl who was with her lighter skinned husband. We politely talked briefly and it turned out that the girl liked white guys and her husband liked seeing her with them! I would have done her in a second she was so good looking. So, I told her what we were into and the husband said he mostly just like to watch. After awhile of just walking around and watching the boring event she went off to chat with her husband. Then she came back over to me and gave me their phone number, telling us maybe we could hook up sometime or just meet at the larger nicer sex club on some night. Then they left.

So, after only an hour or so of being at the club we headed off ourselves. We decided to try to go to a swing club not too far out of the way, the small dingy one we had been unimpressed with in the past. But, they wanted cash only to get in and we did not feel like trying to find an ATM that late, and had already blown enough for the cover at the earlier party, so we just headed home. I was depressed and we both disappointed. So as a conciliation to make up for things Linda suggested we do something extra special, Good sport as she always is, the sweet thing asked if I wanted her to be my piss whore for the evening and give her a good golden shower. She knows I absolutely adore doing that. So I had to be satisfied with this conciliation and accepted the offer happily. She even hinted she might want to piss on my cock too. Later that night though by time we were in our bedroom, we ended up just hot fucking. As we did Linda told how much she completely loved me, loved my cock, really misses it all the time, and totally loves the way I fuck her. It was nice. After awhile she teased me about my wanting to fuck that pretty black girl, and told me to show her how I would do it. So I did, thinking about the girl as I came. [We never have been able to get in touch with them, the number was out of service by time we called then a few weeks later.]

The next morning, still horny, we had round two. I started out taking Linda on her side from behind, knowing that this places the rest of her farther from me so I have a good view of her while leaving her face and hands free, almost as if to be put to use on someone else. After awhile Linda made as if trying to look over her shoulder and made a comment about not being able "to see who it was" fucking her, and not knowing who was giving her such a big hard cock… Then she added that whoever it was she was "sure of one thing," though "that they were black." I moaned at how pleasingly nasty she was being for me. Since that position on our soft mattress makes me tire quickly, we moved so that she was up on all fours with me behind her. Soon our sex talk turned quickly to her wanting to suck a big black dick while I watched and drilled her like this.

I knew she was trying to goad me into hard fucking her, but I also knew she knew I was aware talking like this made her hot. I was feeling especially aroused and as she pretend to suck, just to keep being nasty asked but also with real curiosity too, I ask Linda how come she was "never eager to suck on my dick like that?" She turned her head and with a naughty glean in her eye, with what sounded like sincerity, answered that it was because mine "was the wrong color." This was strangely a super turn on for me. It was such a shameful nasty thing for my wife to say. My cock swelled at it. Almost uncontrollably I blurted out she was "a filthy dirty fuck whore!" She grinned and giggled and I fucked her harder and faster. Keeping in the moment I quickly asked if she really meant it, if she really wanted to have a black dick in her mouth. Linda again turned to look at me, and with a very sincere, soft, almost embarrassed shyness to her voice, responded by saying, "…I think about it…I imagine what it would feel like with my lips going around it." I said it would excite her to have some black guy "make her do it…" to make her take his black cock in her mouth. She moaned pleasantly a little, so I went on saying, "and make you take that cum!" I suspected the thought of being "forced a little" to suck black meat turned her on. It was certainly a super turn on for me to imagine her being made to do it, especially knowing it made her wet! Linda said nothing. I then asked her, "You'd let him cum in your mouth too, wouldn't you?" And still in the same demure voice she said, "…maybe." I continued quickly, "You let him do it, but not me, hunh?" Teasingly, she responded, "Mmm…no…it's reserved, blacks only." "Oh, my god!" I reacted. And at that I roared loudly and shot my hot load deep inside her, cumming heavily while pounding and pounding away at her tight wet hole. She squealed as I erupted. It was awesomely sexy. When I was done she collapsed and I rubbed and kissed her ass, telling her how much I loved her. We didn't speak about it again.

Mid-Summer 2007

We were chatting about how to arrange things so that we could attend the next interracial sex party coming up, our long anticipated visit that could very likely lead to her participating. Linda made a comment about still being nervous and wary of going to a private event at a hotel or residential house, and it irked me a bit as I took it to mean she was having cold feet again. But it turned out she was as usually just still expressing anxiety and that she much prefers the swing club scene (though the play potential there has yet to be proven). Regardless, Linda was clearly excited and wanting to go. At this point however we not sure if we will make it. Once again, annoyingly, it all depends upon timing our domestic family arrangements.

This Friday we stumbled across an unexpected opportunity to go to an early evening gang-bang of a sexy mature white wife. It's hosted by a group we have not been able to hook up with yet but sounds very interesting. Although it will be a "voyeur" event for us rather than participatory, that's ideal in many ways. It'd be another important "baby step" in the right direction (more a giant step perhaps) and you never know how Linda might react once there surrounded by al those men and seeing them in action. Even if there were just the opportunity for her to stand around sexy and flirt or dance or grope I'd be blown away. I get hard just thinking about watching that. I know Linda was kind of hoping to use our rare night out for a romantic dinner date, but since we recently wasted a valuable weekend on that pathetic fetish party, and our chances of being able to make the house party late this month are slim now, this sounds like a better plan. Well see if it happens. If we don't go for some reason we'll just stay home and I'll play bondage piss whore with her. If so I think I'll be quite harsh this time.

I was thinking more lately about Linda's sex talk about her mouth being "reserved" for black men's cum only and not mine. God, what a freaking turn on that is to imagine that she might seriously feel that way. My dick gets rock stiff just typing about it. I wouldn't' t be the least bit offended or disappointed if the idea was genuine and really did turn her on. How odd. If she said it as pure fantasy it would be okay and still sexy, but not if she were to cause me think she was serious when she really was just hot talking to tease and excite me. What would actually depress me is if while only pretending it, she led me to believe it was true. Perhaps for her it's a blurry line, and she's not sure herself?

Part of me even feels a little bit of guilt at being so aroused by the thought of another man being the first she makes cum right in her mouth. I mean, after years of wanting and dreaming of her sucking me until I cum in her mouth myself, I would imagine she would feel similarly about desiring to please her husband in that way, and indeed she feels bad at not being able to perform fellatio effectively enough on me. But, at the same time, I can understand how it might be far more exciting for her to fantasize about some strange black man forcing her to take his cum. Who, knows, maybe there is also something especially stirring for her to be made to perform something sexually for a stranger that she would not / could not do for her own husband. Maybe there is even a nasty bit of tease element in it to have me know what a slut she is and taunt me with it. If so, I would agree that such notions are strangely stimulating for me too. My dick even now hardens at the thought. I know I would surely ravage the little cunt with my meat after she ever did such a thing… Oddly enough, I have cum on Linda's face a few times over the years, and even jerked off on her tongue a few times, but it was not especially pleasant for her in the past and that affected it for me too. I have done that kind of thing so much in the past with other women that it really isn't a particularly exciting thing that I have to have or crave now. Besides, for oral sex I much prefer cumming in a woman's mouth so she gulps it all down, or else hungrily plays with it using her lips and tongue first. If it ends with just a facial I don't find it anywhere near as satisfying, as prefer fucking instead.

August 2007

As the day of our attending the private gang bang party approached, Linda seemed more nervous, almost in an uncomfortable mood, maybe she had other things on her mind, but I had to practically persuade her all over again to go. She was still pretty nervous about it, since the group and people are all unknown to us, but they seemed more selective than the last interracial party one we went to, so that was good. But they were also aware that we are still not "active player's" after all this time getting to know the local groups and clubs online and exchanging emails. So, they appeared to have their doubts about whether we are legit or not. As the time neared I asked Linda if she's been thinking about the party, she said nope, that she was "just gonna' go and let things happen." Her reactions were useful in understanding how to make her comfortable. Regrettably, as it turned out we had to miss the event because of timing and family issues again, I was depressed and very disappointed. Yet another missed opportunity to make some progress. But that night at least we managed to make several more fun videos. We filmed five in just one night. We filmed a good deal of action.

In the first one, Linda was wearing a nice lacey black body stocking I find particularly sexy on her. For the first one she teasingly drank some white wine after letting me dribble a little of my piss in the glass. She asked for it on camera, I held my cock to it and released some, she sipped it, then poured some on her lips and her tits before slowly downing the rest of the glass. It was kinky and nasty. It wasn't enough really to get me very excited, as I have given her far pee more in her wine before, but it was a good start and hopefully in time will lead to her doing more.

For the second video we did, she was lying on the bed relaxing as she quietly watched some interracial porn tape on the TV. I had some loud nasty hip-hop rap playing to set the mood. She had her black dildo vibes nearby and soon started to slowly lick and suck one, erotically stroking it as she continued to watch the video playing. Then she sat up right and played with it, riding and humping to the music, grinning seductively, still watching the film the whole time. Soon she was getting into it and even talking to the guy on the TV, saying, "That's it, fuck her…then fuck me. Move that chocolate ass. Give me that chocolate dick deep!" She looked real good so I soon moved up on the bed and did her while she sucked on her dildo and vibrator some more.

For our third video that night I had her sit on top of the bondage bench and begin to ride her dildo that we attached there. We had more nasty hip-hop rap music playing loud and she was watching some interracial porn as she started to slowly fuck it. After a minute she was really riding it good, humping up and down as fast as she could while rubbing her own clit with her fingers. In her other hand she raise her black vibe and started to suck on it a little while moaning and still watching the video. She started to talk about riding black dick and fucking. She kept saying, "That's it! Oh baby, fuck it!" She squeezed and pinched her nipples as her tits bounced, then she added, "Yeah, let me fuck that black cock." Her face grimaced intently and she moaned, "Ohhh, I like it like that." She got really intense and shut her eyes and after about a minute and half made herself climax in a powerful and long screaming orgasm! The whole thing took less than three and half minutes. What was cool was that about a minute into it I had to slip out of the room to get more lights. When I came back she was just finishing, I knew that what was on the video was her getting into it while I was gone and later I would be able to watch it alone to see if she showed any difference. Sure enough, as I had hoped, I saw that when I was out of the room she got more enthusiastic and more animated in her dildo fuck. It was great to finally see my wife actually really fucking herself by riding a black dildo. She looked so sexy lost in her own world of pleasure. Lastly, when she got off the dildo, she leaned over and with a nasty smile licked the head for a few seconds.

In the fourth video that night I was straddling her at one point and she slowly began to take the head of my shaft in her mouth some, looking up at me as she did. After a few meager licks and kisses on it as I rubbed it across her face, I finally told her repeatedly, "Suck it!" adding, "Suck that dick, bitch." She defiantly whispered back at me, "I only suck black fucking dicks!" That made me instantly hard. Surprised, I made her repeat it, and called her a whore. She spit on my cock and said she wanted to be fucked. I then quickly got on top of her and fucked her savagely. As I started to pump into her, Linda told me to "drill her fuck hole". As I said all this she started to moan louder and then in between her squeals began softly saying to me, "yes, yes, yes". I kept telling her that I wanted so badly to see her take it, that I want her so much to open her mouth.

I forced my fingers into her mouth several times and held her by the neck, which was something new for us, as Linda does not like her throat grabbed. But this time she did not complain and so I forcefully held her down, ramming deep as I called her a dirty piss slut and a nasty whore. I could tell it got her very wet and that made me fuck her even harder. I also squeezed on her wet tits, and slapped on them some. At this point I teased Linda a little about the gangbang she missed getting this night because of the party we couldn't go to. I made her confess again that she wanted to be gangbanged. Then I asked my wife what was it that she had said to me earlier, and she boldly shot back at me, "That I only sucked the dicks of black fucking cocks?" At that I called her a dirty skank. She responded, "Yeah…dark meat is all I like…I'm a nigger-lovin' whore!" I blurted out, "Goddamn, goddamn!" as I climaxed. I then pulled out kissed her all over, and saw my cum dripping out of her. All together the whole scene ran less than 9 minutes.

The next day, when I asked Linda what she enjoyed doing most out of the five videos, she said the bed scene was the most fun. That surprised me. So I asked if she liked what I had done, meaning using my hands to rough her up, force my fingers in her mouth, and hold her by the throat, she said, yes. She also added that she enjoyed it more in bondage. That was wild!

For the fifth and final video that naughty night, I got Linda back on the bondage bench naked. This time she was facing her huge black rubber dildo hanging at face level as she rode her smaller dildo on the bench. She lubed the one dildo up first then to the rhythm of more nasty rap music was humping and grinding on it, and at the same time she was trying to lick and suck on the other one. Soon she was getting really into it, taking the cock head and then some into her mouth while pumping her ass to fuck the first. She started to talk out loud, saying, "Oh yeah, baby oh yeah! That's it. Fuck it, fuck it!" I move around her filming, grateful to see a shot form the rear of a black dick going in and out of her hole. Linda was very sexy about it, moaning to herself. And she kept looking over at me smiling and grinning lustfully as she put on a show. I especially like how she kept trying to take as much of the one cock in her mouth as she could while simultaneously moving her hips and as all around to fuck herself to the music. After about four minutes of it though, she stopped and told me she wanted the real thing from me. So I just went up behind her and finished her, up against the bench. Later she said that she was sore by this point and so did not have as much fun on the bench. I couldn't tell though. I have suspected for awhile now that my wife would much prefers for me to use the dildos on her than for her to do herself with them. Much as I do love seeing her fuck herself and be nasty for me, I suppose I will instead just have to tie her up sometime soon and seriously fuck her with them.

Many Nasty Videos…

About two weeks went by before we were able to have any sex again. In the mean time I occupied myself by stroking off to the many videos we made and the many interracial ones I downloaded off the net each week (the most reliable place by far being the simple "alt.binaries.multimedia.interracial" newsgroup). I made a comment in passing to her about how adept she was getting at the dildo sucking and Linda joked back at me that she would do it for me except mine was "the wrong color" (!) While I was away she managed to make two special videos for me that I absolutely adore. The first has her pretending to come home after a hard day at work then heading over rto the bed. She is dressed very conservatively in a skirt suit and drinking a glass of wine. The TV is on and she's obviously watching porn, but I can't see what (which turned out, as she later told me, to be lesbian porn because she couldn't find our interracial tapes!). She comments on how nice the fucking is on the TV and that since she hasn't "had a date in so long" she really needed "to get fucked." She gets on the bed and slowly takes off her suit jacket to reveal a see-through negligee and as she removes her skirt she's not wearing any panties. Then she lies there awhile sipping her wine, watching the video, and making comments about being horny. Linda then talks to herself about how she "would like to have some of that black cock", how "there's nothing like black cock" adding "it's thick and meaty and fills me up." Then she talks about how she wants it in her mouth. Then she says until she finds some of it she will just have to do it herself. Soon she takes out her favorite black vibrating cock from under the pillow and, after a few slow erotic licks and sucks on it, starts to play with it against her clit. She talks to herself about riding a big black stud's chocolate meat and having him put his dark hands all over her. She talks about fucking a stranger whose name she doesn't know and doesn't care so long as he's big and black. Soon she is on her back using one on her clit while sucking on the huge black dildo, saying that she will fuck his black cock while sucking off his friend and having him fuck her in the ass. She goes through a variety of positions talking filthy the whole time before finally making herself climax with one dildo still in her mouth. Not counting the opening, she spends about seven minutes total actually playing with herself and getting off on camera. It was pretty good and really excited me to watch her being so natural and raw when alone by herself, yet knowing I will see it later and stroke off to it.

By the end of the summer we had yet another great opportunity to attend a rare afternoon interracial play party, but, try as we did, we could not arrange a sitter in time. It just wasn't possible to get the help we needed and so we had to miss out again. Then, a week later, there was another opportunity to go to a swing club, but we colds acquired from recent travel prevented us. We had not gotten colds in almost 9 months so I suppose it was time again. Then, we were invited to another local interracial party, the same monthly one we have been trying to attend for 5 months now, but again, scheduled business travel interfered with our going. It's getting so ridiculous. Every time there is an event, we have to have a confluence of factors to be able to go: the right time of the month, no previous social/family commitments, no monthly business trip interfering, a reliable baby sitter, and Linda in the right mood and frame of mind. It's frustrating. At least I can say, that when we discussed arranging our calendar so as to go to the last party event, Linda remarked with a subtle eagerness and no detectable anxiety about it at all. I could tell she was honestly looking forward to going…and that means she really is ready and willing to fuck anonymous black men. I felt excited when I noticed this. My dick is growing hard now just writing about it. At this time, we are at least planning on going back to the nice swing club this week. We are going on Friday when single men are allowed in, and hopefully this will increase the potential for the kind of adventure I've been wanting. She knows this too. I also went online to the various interracial swing groups and posted that we were going and what we were looking for, so perhaps that might generate some response. Lately I had not been checking our online ad responses since our schedule and time has been so crazy this summer. But there were a few interesting potentials that contacted us, interestingly enough they were women and couples looking for men. Maybe we will meet up with one of them at the swing club someday.

Bringing her the Black Cock…and her best cocksucking yet

On a weekday afternoon after work we by chance found ourselves alone. As it had been about two weeks since we had had any sex, because of bad timing and colds, we were planning on making the most of it. What follows is a virtual transcription of what we did and my wife's latest cocksucking progress.

I waited naked on the bed as Linda prepared herself in the bathroom. I asked her what she was in the mood for and she said she didn't know. I asked if she had anything in mind and she replied saying not that she could think of. She asked if I had something in mind, to which I replied that I always have something in mind, and added that even when I don't there is always something I can come up with. Then I called out, "…Except for those occasional times when I just feel like letting you decide or take the lead, or prefer you be more assertive for a change."

As I was lying there waiting, I called to her that I had an idea. I told her that what had really been turning me on lately was watching her suck on her black dildos. I told her that seeing her with a big black dick going in and out of her mouth and being horny and hungry for it really got me excited. I also told her that hearing her gag on it made me cum. So, I suggested I should fuck her while she was sucking. Linda replied back in a positive manner, saying softly, "We could give that a try." She then stepped into the bedroom and stood sexily wearing a white lacy see-through one piece with matching high heels. Underneath I could see a pair of tiny thong panties. She looked pretty good to me and I grinned. She seldom fails to wear something sexy and new for me. Since she just stood there waiting I said, "Why don't you go and get your dildo." Linda looked slowly away then turned back to me and in a soft but sultry voice, said, "I think it would be better if you bring it to me." I was caught off-guard at this but was certainly willing to oblige. I quickly fetched the 8-inch black rubber one for her and when I came over to the bed she was patiently lying there giving me a mischievously sexy but demure look. She positioned herself so that the camera could capture it all. I was already hard.

I approached her with it and with curiosity quietly asked, "So why is it better if I bring it to you?" With a subtle grin she replied, "Ummmm…'cause you're told to bring me black cock." At those words I felt my knees weaken and my cock instantly stiffen. I responded in reflex, whispering, "Ohhh yeah…that turns me on." Then, with one hand slowly stroking my hard cock and a slight tremble in my voice I placed it front of her and said to my wife, "Here's your preferred cock." Saying that made me even stiffer. Linda responded only with a soft, "Mmmhmmm…" taking her black dildo from me as if accepting a prized gift. Playing gratefully into the scene I then quietly asked, "Would you like me to set it up for you?" She answered, "Umm...no, I have what I want now." Again, I let out a soft audible moan. I'm not really sure why, but it was so freaking sexy to see her looking like that and talking that way to me this time with me replying in the manner I did. It was just so very nasty and such a sexy new way for us to play. I stood there and moaned softly continuing to stroke myself slowly as took possession her black rubber dildo. She brought it to her lips and she eyed me curiously as if I were only there on display for her amusement while she entertained herself with something more interesting. It was almost as if she were taunting me with what she really wanted. It was a total turn on. She looked so good and I could tell she was enjoying the game as well as noticing its undeniable effect on me. What more can a man ask than for his loving wife to so excite him?

She then gave her dildo a few soft erotic kisses all the while keeping one eye on me, as if she were purposely trying to show me her affection and respect for it, as if worshiping it in front of me. Again, it was so arousing. Then, knowing I was intently, obediently, watching, she did something totally unexpected (and a complete turn on): Resting on her elbows while lying on her belly she held the dildo in front of her face opened her mouth wide and in one quick swallow gobbled down over three inches! This was of course unprecedented for my hyper-gag reflexive wife. She took it in her mouth deeper than ever and not only that but did it in one smooth gulp without any hesitation or gag. She knew what she was doing and knew the effect it had on me for she looked right at me causing me to moan loudly. My cock throbbed in response as I watch Linda do it a second time. It made me so hot. This time she held it in her mouth for at least a second before then sliding a couple of inches in and out of her mouth for several more seconds. My god! I thought to myself, my wife is actually showing she can give head! At last she is really doing a pretty decent job of it! Had it been real there is no doubt in my mind that over time it would surely have been enough to get a man off. I was a little stunned, completely thrilled, and very horny.

"You know that turns me on," I whispered. "Ahhunh," she responded, as she continued uninterrupted licking up and down the rubber shaft with her extended tongue, then slipping the head into her mouth, first one then two inches or more at a time. I moaned. Then for a few seconds she managed to push an inch or so of it rapidly in and out of her mouth before having to take a breath. She was really sucking on it. I whispered again to her, "I know it turns you on too… to have me watch you doing that knowing I get excited." Repeatedly, she wallowed two inches, and even three. She alternated between grinning at me and licking and slurping on her dildo. Then she turned to the camera and continued the same, sometimes letting it hit the inside of her cheek or wrapping her lips around the head and going back and forth between softly slurping and sucking. Finally, I thought to myself, there was a cock sliding in and out between her sweet lips, even if it was a rubber one. What a wondrous spectacle it was to me. I just stood there enjoying the sight imagining it was a real guy she was with. Knowing she had yet to ever please me in this manner or put her mouth on my cock in this way was itself especially arousing for some strange reason. There was no jealousy or intimidation at the thought, just a total arousal at how sexy and nasty and horny my sweet wife could possibly be with someone else. It takes a man confident and secure in his self, his sexual competence, and his relationship with his wife to feel that way, I suppose. She was doing what I wanted, but in a way that made it feel like she was in control and making me "have to see" her doing what she "really wanted" with who she'd "rather" be doing it for. Mmmmm…Very nasty. It makes me stiff again just remembering it all.

Breathing heavily as I now stroked myself faster, I whispered once more, "I want to see your mouth around that meat. I want to see it slide in and out." Linda mouthed on it more slowly, giving it a few hand stokes, grinning at me in a teasing manner. I told her to turn toward the camera and think about me watching her later and she giggled with the dildo still in her mouth. I moaned more and she spit on it to make it wetter, which is something I find really sexy. Then she started to make more and more slurping sounds on it since it was pretty wet now from her mouth. I found that totally hot. The sound of her mouth at work was so stimulating I had to slow down stroking my erection to prevent myself from shooting off right then. She slowly rubbed the head enthusiastically all over her tongue and with a sexy smile continued to briskly take the whole head in and out of her mouth. Finally, Linda said to the camera, "…Problem is…I like to be fucked while I'm sucking cock." I softly corrected her, "When you're sucking black cock…" She quickly added, "When I'm sucking black fucking cock" so that I whispered back to her, "That's the only kind you suck." She replied forcefully, "That is the only kind I suck."

Eyes wide, I climbed onto the bed too now and positioned myself behind her between her thighs. A moment later, in between three and four second long pumps of the dildo into her mouth, she smiled and said, "Fucked and sucked…Especially from behind, so I can't see who's doing me." I slowly entered her. At this point she leisurely pushed a full three inches at least of her slippery brown toy into her mouth holding it in for more than a second until she gagged slightly, but she moaned as she did and showed no signs of anything but enjoyment that I could tell. That alone was something new for her. As I began to ride and pump her she held the dildo down on the bed in front of her, gripped it with two hands and started to give some serious head. She pushed about two inches into her mouth and suitably bobbed her head up and down on it like a dick-sucking woman should. She managed to do so for 7 or 8 full seconds, a new record for her! Any real man getting that action on his prick form her would have been pleased, I'm sure. I whispered sincerely in he rear what a beautiful site it was to see her head going up and down like that so fast and to hear the sound of her mouth working. She giggled under her breath and only continued. Then it got wonderful. She was moaning and groaning with it in her mouth, sucking two, three, even more inches into her mouth for 5, 6, even 7 second intervals, then quickly slurping on it as she let the head back out of her mouth only to go back down on it again. Her head was moving rapidly up and down and her mouth from side to side. She really went at it like a true cocksucker. I am so hard just describing it again now, and the video makes me want to shoot my load whenever I see this part. At the time I was trying to keep from cumming myself and I could only hear her sucking and see the back of her head moving, but I knew how good she had to be going at it. Her enthusiasm and ability had now reached a whole new level. My wife, at the age of 46, had at long last truly passed the point of no return in her progress at cock sucking.

I kissed on her back and started to thrust faster into her tight wetness, listening to her moan with her mouth full. "Ohhhh, yeah…" I moaned in a low whisper as I slowly pumped her, afraid to go any harder lest I explode already. "I've never see you do that on my cock," I gasped, the words being an incredible turn on to me. A few seconds later, Linda responded in a way she knew would totally make me fuck her harder and cum: "Well, if your cock were black, baby, maybe I would." Then I told her she was such a whore, and she said, yeah, to fuck her like a whore. I tried, and called her a dirty cocksucking bitch. She shot back correcting me that she was a dirty slut whore bitch and black cocksucker. "You gonna' fuck me like a whore when I'm sucking black cock?" she asked between mouthfuls. Linda held the dildo horizontally in front of her mouth and moved it back and forth "Mmmm, it's good…" she moaned, "…filling me up inside." I had to stop fucking her for a moment to keep from exploding, but then quickly reentered her. She talked about how it tasted so good and moaned more. She spit on it several more times, then told me to fucker hard, that she liked to be fucked while she was sucking big dick and needed to be fucked. She cried out, "Oh, baby, it turns me on when I have black cock in my mouth." Then more forcefully she turned her head and said to me, "When I have this chocolate dick in my mouth there's nothing better than being fucked…like a dog!" I grunted and started to drive into her harder and faster. This caused her to resume sucking on it more vigorously and erotically again, but still not as deep as when she had started. Now she began to moan continuously as she just sucked on the cock head. Perhaps her mouth had grown a little tired by now.

But, watching the video there's no doubt that with a little effort a man surely would have shot off into her mouth and on her face from her efforts. She moaned sexily at this point saying, "Give me that black cock, give me that fucking black dick. Fill me up, fill my mouth…I love black dick." At her saying this is I turned to the camera myself and smiled a huge grin. It was obvious she was thoroughly enjoying it and doing it for her own pleasure as much as mine. Now she was talking really dirty to make it sexy for me, whispering to me and the camera, "You fucking me while I suck this black dick, baby? Do it hard, I love being fucked while I suck black dick." That alone made me excited. Holding the dildo out Linda exclaimed, "…Grab these balls and fucking put this cock in my mouth!" I told her to gag on it, that I wanted to hear her gagging on black cock, that the sound made me hot and would make me cum. "Gag on it, white trash, bitch" I whispered. Then I told her to take it as deep as she could and hold it in her mouth and count to ten. She tried, but managed to only get to about six seconds. A fine try for her as far as I was concerned. "It's too much, this fucking cock is to much, it's filling me up" she whined. "Fucking gag on it, whore" I whispered again. She was sonly taking the head or so in now. Finally, I said, "You really like sucking big cocks now, don't' you? ...As long as their black ones…" She answered with a cry of, "Yeah, black's the best...chocolate is my favorite color, my favorite flavor." Linda tried taking in again, briefly gagging some this time, and I came fast exploding to the sound of her trying to take it in deeper and keep herself from gagging on it. Altogether the whole incident actually lasted just over 10 minutes, but she was sucking for two thirds of the entire time of it. I was pleased and I did come very hard.

Some days later though…when we talked about, Linda laughed, and after some pressing, reluctantly admitted that she felt she was "faking it" because she wasn't using her tongue on the dildo, but only letting it enter her mouth and touch her lips. I laughed, and said, so what, adding that while using her tongue was ideal for giving great head, she nonetheless still had a big dick in her mouth for quite awhile and that lips were good enough to get a real life man off. I told her that wet slobbering tongue and lips together was preferred, but not crucial. I guess her inexperience at it all led her to believe she wasn't really doing it properly if her whole mouth wasn't fully involved, and she didn't want to spoil the "illusion" for me. I assured her know there was no illusion involved on her end.

Third Visit to Play at the Swing Club

Our visit to the swing club on the night they let in single guys started out well enough. We were thrilled to just be there again and be out alone without having to worry about anything. The crowd was very small though and no one really spoke to us since we must have seemed we were in our own world the whole time.

Eventually, as we sat there relaxing and just enjoying each other's company, Linda and I spontaneously had a pretty candid discussion. I asked exactly why we were here, and after a few short moments of giggles, playing innocent, embarrassed denials and dismissals of how the question was silly or irrelevant, I forced as answer from her. She said because we might find someone to play with. I was satisfied with the answer…almost. I took the opportunity to tell how that I had no interest at all whatsoever in ever seeing her with a white guy, that it not only did it do nothing for me, it actually made me a bit uncomfortable. She agreed that she too had no interest in that and no intention of doing it. I said that was good and she asked why it made me a little uncomfortable and told me she thought that was a little strange. I thought about it for awhile and told her that I supposed I just felt absolutely no envy or protectiveness from the taboo of her being with a black guy, that I knew there was nothing there except the thrill of her doing something nasty. We both agreed that part of the excitement for us was in objectifying black men as sexual objects, so that, in turn, she was objectified by them in the same way. This wasn't an issue with white guys, however, and therein lay the difference. With black men it was just about hot and nasty sex. Whereas with white guys, it just seemed, for lack of a better word, a little intrusive, such that I felt a twinge of possessiveness at the thought. She said she understood that, and it made sense to her.

So once more I asked her what it was she wanted out of coming here to the swing club, and again, after several moments of sheepish pretense, with a hint of embarrassment she leaned forward to look at me and whispered softly, "Alright, alright…yes…I want to fuck a black cock." I made her say it again more loudly and firmly. It made me hard to watch her sit there and look into her eyes as she said it several times, with just a hint of embarrassment mixed with excitement. Then I pointed out to her that she had curiously said "a black cock" and not "a black guy" or even "a black man." I asked if it made her wet to "confess" it to me, and again with a hint of embarrassment she admitted it did. Then she said that she knew seeing her with a black guy would make me very hard and that it excited her more to know that after being with him, I would then fuck her really hard. I just smiled. I then confessed myself that it also thrilled me a little that she would tease me with the notion that she "preferred" them to me and would be "willing to do things" with them, or let them make her do things, that she wouldn't with me. At this she grinned mischievously. It got me hard to tell her that. I hope she remembers it.

By about 10:30 we went back to the play area and got undressed. It was pretty deserted and there weren't any black guys there yet. After quite awhile of wandering around looking and getting in and out of the pool and hot tub, we were sitting by the pool on a futon and I fingered her off as we were kissing passionately. A black guy who I thought was reasonably fit and good enough for her came and sat right across from us to watch. He sat there intently for several minutes as I fingered her clit. I gave him a glance then whispered to her that he was watching and she said she knew. In the dim light I couldn't tell if she was seeing him or not, but when I asked if it was making her wet to know he was there, she said yes. I had thought for second of simply waving him over, just pointing to her pussy and letting him go down on her right there, similar to the way I did once before when she let that guy feel her up and finger her off at the other club. But instead I asked her in a whisper if she wanted me to have him come touch her and she quickly shook her head in what I perceived as a firm no. Just as she started to cum I kissed her harder and told her to open her eyes and look at him. She briefly did then shut them as she started to moan in a quick but intense orgasm from my expertly flicking fingers. We resumed kissing softly and with the show over the man left without a word. I asked if she liked being watched by him and she said she did.

We then again sat briefly in the hot tub before going back into the pool, then walked around once more before coming back and doing it all again. All we saw was an obese light skinned black guy, a really skinny old black guy, and another man whom she didn't find appealing. Several times white guys came up to say hello or ask if we wanted some company. I saw two or three black couples that seemed appealing but, to my disappointment, Linda was much too shy and nervous to agree to simply go over with me and say hello or even to just go and share the hot tub with them for the fun of conversing naked with another couple. I felt pretty irked at one moment when she rejected my suggestion again but I had to ignore it and remember that unless I made her feel comfortable and relaxed it was all for nothing. We wandered around some more and kept going back to the pool area, but the crowd was small and there were too many fat guys and white goober still gawking. A few sexy white couples were doing their own thing here and there and that was nice to glimpse. At one point we went and sat alone in one remote area and started to make out, but then this large chubby light skinned guy was staring over us and that made both of us too uncomfortable, so we moved on. We eventually found one of the small private rooms and in there alone I fucked her some from behind up against the wall while she made herself climax again. But I held out myself for a more exciting situation to get off.

Awhile later, we saw a large dark muscled black guy who I thought would be perfect to ravish my wife, but he seemed to not notice her and besides, she claimed he was not to her liking. Still, soon after we were alone in a larger public room near him and I again had Linda up against the wall and started to finger her. As I got ready to fucker her again I asked her if she would like it if that big black guy came in right now and just started grabbing her and feeling her up. She moaned softly, "Yeah…" Then I told her I would just let him fuck her right here, and as I fingered her increasingly wet clit she again moaned before whispering in reply that she knew it would make me hard to see him with her. I answered that I knew she really wanted it, and she whispered back, "Maybe just one…" Excited, I asked, "Just one?" and she said, "Maybe…" My heart skipped me and I softly told her that I could go and get the muscled guy right now and waited for her to respond…She took a moment before saying no, and it made me wonder if she were really considering it. He was sitting almost outside the room we were in and I really would have gone and asked him to come in to see her standing there naked in the corner facing the wall, her legs spread, hands up high, waiting. Maybe she would have interested him …especially if I told him he would be her first ever. It would have been awesome to see him manhandle her and how she might melt as lust overcame her anxiety and fear. But, as we were enjoying our own space, several goobery white guys came in to stare and started getting too close. Once even reached out to touch her without asking. So, with the moment interrupted and our mood ruined we went elsewhere.

By then we were both tired, and Linda herself was exhausted from the week, so we elected to call it a night. Later, we exchanged email with a couple who were there the same night and said that an hour after we left there were more than a dozen single black men who showed up. So, I guess if we go again we will have to plan to stay until well after 1 AM. At the least when we got home we had some quick hot sex while fantasizing together about me wanting to see her being taken by sexy black guys. In the morning we did it again the same way.

End of Summer 2007

One night while we were doing our usual nasty fucking, we ended up reminiscing about a recent video she made on her own when I was gone. She pretended in the shower to drink piss from her black dildo as the water spray ran off of it. What is most interesting is that Linda later told me that in one earlier video she made me, as she was lying there and almost ready to climax, she started to fantasize about three black men giving her a golden shower! And at the very end she was thinking of me giving her one and what make her finally cum was when she imagined opening her mouth for it! She told me this was just a pure fantasy for her to imagine some guys doing that, but it was what gave her the idea of spontaneously pretending to do it in the shower with her dildo. Wow…

I then got my wife to admit that she has in fact had several piss slut fantasies involving black men or groups of them all pissing on her, and to even admit that in her fantasies she sometimes opens her mouth! It was an exciting revelation I suspected. It made me wonder what more she might be concealing still. I told her again how I wanted her mouth and tongue available to me for a golden shower. She then surprised me by saying, "We'll see…" Then as we fucked she held her mouth open and darted her tongue out to pretend to be catching it. That made me cum.

Later we talked about her riding her dildos again, and she said she needed a new one, because the 8-inch one she rides doesn't feel nice, the material is too artificial and it ends up making her feel an unpleasant burning sensation afterwards (which many women I found out report having with that model). We also talked about filming a video from the point of view of looking down at her on her knees sucking one of her dildos that is sticking out of my pants and she looks up (seeing a mask) to talk to me as if I'm a black guy she is servicing. She agreed it would be fun to try.

Once again, yet another opportunity to go watch a private Friday night gangbang fell through. Days before we not only lost our sitter for the night, but Linda started not feeling well. As compensation though, that Saturday morning we ended up with several hours alone. While it wasn't the same we certainly made he best of it. We tried out a new bondage device I made, one of those traditional stocks that holds her bent over with her head and hands held through holes. I had her sitting and waiting for me to come piss on her face. This time I was determined I would force open her mouth and had been planning for this moment for some time. I was prepared to hold her nose if necessary or even put a clothespin on it to make her have to open her mouth to breath. I was not going to let her get away with moving her head or wiping her face or anything tonight. She was going to have to take some and I was going to force her no matter her protestations. I figured whatever she said or did afterwards she would not mind once she was being fucked hard. So, I started out by rubbing my cock all over her face and making her lick it. To my surprise Linda sucked on my soft cock head and held in her mouth, flicking it a little with her tongue. As she did this I tried to relax and let my hot yellow stream flow. I was prepared to let her have it right there and was excited that she was just calmly holding it in her mouth. But, the thrill of what I had longed for being so near got me too excited and I started to grow hard and I just couldn't manage to piss! After a few minutes of trying I ended up just rubbing my hard dick all over her face and telling her what I wanted to do, that I was at last going to make her take it in her mouth.

To my surprise, Linda told me later the next day that in fact she was expecting and waiting for me to piss in her mouth. I half suspected that from the way she was acting, and she admitted that was why she was holding my cock head between her lips. I was happily shocked. I asked her what she would have done if I had actually gone ahead with it, meaning, would she have swallowed some or gagged or let it fill her and run out, or what? She said she wasn't sure, didn't know and was just going to try and see.

At this point all I eventually could do was dribble out some before spraying a short stream onto her face and hair. I had her use her small favorite vibrator toy on her clit, hoping that making her climax would make her more willing and relaxed. But by this time she just took it quietly and calmly. I told her to stick out her tongue but she wouldn't. I did rub my wet cock all over her face and lips and after a bit her tongue did slip out between clenched lips to lightly lick the head and shaft ever so briefly. But there was no sputtering or coughing or anything this time. I lightly slapped her face with my cock and rubbed the head all over her nose and lips. "Put that piss cock in your bitch mouth!" I said forcefully, as I managed to part her lips for a second or two, but she gagged on just the tip of it. Linda continued using her vibrator the whole time. I rubbed my cock through her wet hair. "Let me see you cum while sucking on this piss covered dick," I told her. As she neared her orgasm she tried briefly to take a lick of my now half-erect cock, but sadly gave up after only a second. I made her say back to me that she was a "fucking piss whore and a "toilet slut" just before she climaxed. She never did suck on it any, but did vigorously wipe her lips back and forth on it as she concentrated on using her toy on her clit, and just as she came struggled to do the same with her tongue a little. The stocks worked nicely, in that her head was indeed immobile, but they were also too low for me to get a good aim, and see. I was able after though to rub my hands in her wet hair again and wipe the piss all over her face. She was definitely getting a taste of my piss the whole time and at the a long line of spittle dribbled from her mouth, which is something I rarely if ever see out of my wife. At the very end I grabbed her by the jaw and tried to force my stiff dick into her mouth but she only took just the head for second before gagging. She cried and protested some, so I stopped, but art of me thought I should continue, that the forced element was something she enjoyed despite her reaction. [It's something we'll have to explore…though when I asked her she said so far the amount of force I have used and the manner I back off after her protests has been just right, because with her hyper gag reflex she has an aversion to any forced oral.]

Before I fucked her I first made her tell me she loved my piss meat. I ended up fucking her from behind as she was tied to the bench. Just before I started the wench teased me by now wantonly darting her tongue out of her open mouth! Linda really loved it on the bench and I tore her pussy up. She screamed, "yes, yes, yes," between panting breaths then looked into the camera and told me she was a "bitch whore cunt slut piss hole." I said she loved being pissed on so long as it got her fucked, that she would do anything to get fucked, she agreed and moaned, grinning mischievously at the camera. At one point, I pulled out and went in front of her, grabbed her by the hair and tried to force feed her my cock, to either get her to suck some, and lick off her pussy juice (which she never does) or else to see if I might be able to work up some more piss. But again, she fought it and gagged on just the first half inch. [Later Linda told me that with the cough and stuffy nose she had that night she just couldn't do it.] I made her look at the camera and say she was "sorry for being such a lousy cocksucker." She did so…with a smile, promising "to do better next time". But then she grinned wider and tauntingly added, "Or…next time I have some black cock." I started to spank her ass at this. I said that's why she doesn't suck good cock, it's not the right color, and she replied, "No, sir, it's not." I answered back that this is why she was my toilet, because she can't suck my cock she will get my piss instead. "Your mouth is going to be my urinal," I said, and she replied, "Oh yes, Sir, yes Sir. Thank you for making me your toilet, sir. Thank you for making me your little piss slut, sir." And then I came. I had fucked her hard and told her she was a dirty skank piss whore and would be getting more piss from me afterwards. But afterwards I was too tired and so was she so we just cleaned up and went to bed. I was disappointed that I was unable to give her the long heavy shower I wanted to with her in the bondage stocks. This would have been the most ideal chance yet to really push her. Oh, well, another time for sure.

Early Fall 2007

One night we tried to do the whole assertive white slut "taunting" thing again, but it didn't have either the spontaneity or sexual tension of the first time. She wasn't really assertive and didn't actually taunt. I had her wearing a sexy vinyl & leather outfit while lying on red silk bed sheets as I manned the camera. Our scene started out with Linda saying to me, "Why don't you bring me some cock honey?' And I ask, "What kind would you like?" With a grin she then answers, "I think I'm in the mood for chocolate." Then she begins to play with both her black vibrator and her huge black dildo. Soon she is lying on her side, sucking on the fat head of the dildo while working her clit with the vibe. I teased her from off camera, talking to her about what a nasty white wife slut she was. She responded about how she liked it big and black and that the cock she had was just too big for her mouth and how she could hardly get any of it in. [I've heard her say this several times before, and I'm still not sure if she says it out of truth, or the excitement at trying to take it down, or both.] Again, I teased her more about how she liked it big and she giggled and played along. After awhile she made herself orgasm nicely and I moved over to fuck her from behind while she continued sucking. I finished with her on her back telling me how I should think about her being taken by some chocolate stud pounding himself between her legs. I of course did. Linda was not feeling 100% well that night and, try as she might I could tell her heart just wasn't in it. Her enthusiasm and energy in teasing and taunting me like before with her "preference" were just not there. It was surprising because earlier that evening I had actually gotten Linda to read the journal entry where I described how exciting it was the previous time for her to make me bring her toys to her and taunt me by overtly displaying right in front of me her preference for them compared to mine. I had expected her to pursue that manner of play further this time, showing me that she wants me to know how she's an even bigger slut for black men. Instead, we ended up hot talking about her wanting to get gangbanged and maybe fucking someone at the sex club the next time. It was good, but not what I was after that night.

After returning from a business trip one weekend, we had a very late night (and very tired) quickie in bed. I had been waiting days to start my now standard post-trip fantasy talk with Linda where I ask her who she "fucked" while I was gone. Very soon into things I softly asked her accusingly if she had paid a visit to her "black master" while I was gone. With a deep sighing breath she answered, "Of course." I then excitedly said, "I bet he made you do all kinds of things that you don't do with me…" hoping she would take the bait and run with it. But she only let out a short soft giggle. So, I asked if he had forced her again or if instead this time she had willing slaved herself to him? Just saying that in my wife's ear as I was slowly riding her was making me harder by the second. Linda answered "A little of both…" then said that he had brought over his friends and made her do them do. I responded that she was a gangbang whore and a black cum bucket. This elicited the usual naughty replies of what a white bitch slut she was. We started to kiss and go at it harder but she was too tired I could tell to really get creatively into it more, so we finished up. I teased her that I thought I could smell cum on her…then added that she smelled like piss too…! At that she giggled.

The very next morning we got in a little action again. We had the chance to look at some porn and I showed Linda a few more of those super raunchy German sex club clips of golden shower orgies, where submissive women are aggressively pissed on by like five and ten guys at a time, and loving every second of it. It's definitely not for everyone. She recently said she was willing to view some of these clips again, which certainly made me happy. So, I showed her some of the newer and nastier ones I had of mature women being drenched and taking it all in the mouths. This time Linda actually did not express any dislike for it nor make a negative comment, which was a definite positive change from earlier. But, they didn't especially turn her on either, I noticed. Her pussy was barely wet after some ten minutes or so and she looked kind of bored. So, rather than show her any lesbian stuff as an alternative, I instead went right for the usual interracial stuff. I showed a clip of a pretty blonde girl sitting in handcuffs and a bondage collar while being talked about as if she was a slave by two black guys, the one then telling the other to "break the bitch in" and use her any way he wanted. The second guy then proceeds to roughly mouth fuck the blonde with his thick dark meat as he yanks her chain and calls her names. The blonde melts all over from this and begs to service him. Well, without exaggeration, within 30 seconds of viewing this I noticed a change come over Linda. She was definitely interested. I reached over to find her pussy already unbelievably soaking wet! I looked at her and said, "You like this don't you? Turns you on to see her treated like a white slave whore, doesn't it?" She let out a heavy breath and softly muttered, "Yes," as I started to finger her now dripping wet clit. After another minute or so of watching him mouth fuck her, through panting breath Linda asked, "Does he fuck her?" I quickly forward the video to where the guy had the blonde on the sofa on all fours, her hands cuffed behind her back, his black rod pounding her hole. The girl in the clip was moaning savagely and begging for it, and Linda responded by spreading her own legs for my fingers, then reaching up to pinch her own nipples---a sure sign she is really aroused. I could tell Linda was ferociously turned on by seeing the girl treated that way and used so harshly. I asked her if she liked what she was seeing and if she wished it were her getting used like that. She let out a quick but forceful, "Yes!" Then about ten seconds later she had a powerful screaming orgasm as she continued to watch never taking her eyes off the screen. It surprised but delighted me that she got off so strongly and reacted so nastily to such a scene. I made a mental note to try to find much more white slave type videos for my wife, and then I told her there was still another 30 minutes still left to the video for us to watch another time. We then moved to the sofa and I fucked Linda from behind, being sure to put her into the same position as the blonde had been in. Almost the whole time I rammed my dick in her slopping hole Linda kept screaming, "Fuck me, nigger! Fuck me!" It was great. Her attitude got me really hot and in mere minutes I came hard deep inside her. Then we both collapsed.

Days later I got around to watching the two new videos she made of herself while I was gone and had told me earlier that I had to watch. They were very nice. For a change, Linda talked directly to me in the camera, telling me she missed me and was horny and feeling nasty. She gets into the shower, where she naughtily has her huge black dildo attached to the shower wall. In her hand she had her favorite black vibrator (which is waterproof). First she tried to piss on her vibrator a little, then she used it against her clit while sucking on the large one she placed up at head level. She made herself cum in about two minutes, almost the whole time with the large head of the dildo completely in her mouth. It was great to see her so oral, moaning and hungry, and definitely getting off on having a dick in her mouth. It got me seriously hard watching, and I loved how she kept pinching her nipples as she came. When she was finished, she then sucked on the dildo some more and said that she wanted it to piss all over her. Then she held it up to the shower and let the water run off of it into her open mouth. It was so hot to see her pretending to take piss like that. She made several "Mmm" sounds and washed the water around, spit it out, let it run out of her open mouth, and even let it fill her mouth until she closed her lips and swallowed while smiling at the camera. She held the black dildo up and shook it in front of her face, inches from her mouth, letting the shower water dribble and flow off of it and into her mouth. She was much more active than the previous film where she first pretended like this. At one point she tells it, "Come on, piss all over me, yeah." My dick is throbbing describing it here again. Yet, it also did seem as intense and raw this time (since she was climaxing during that earlier first one). Though I could not really see much of it through the shower's spray and with the camera's distance, and it was over far too quickly (the whole thing lasting less than 4 minutes), it was definitely a nasty treat and made me proud of her. Again, it showed even more willingness to be a real piss whore. God, I love it when she is so nasty. [I find it interesting that this is now the third time she has (entirely on her own initiative) combined her fantasies of black guys and golden showers---even though she said piss play was something especially nasty to reserve just for us. …Curious.]

Next: Part 17 - Almost There!