January 2007

As the New Year opened, I had a business trip. While I was gone as usual I was missing her terribly and all I could do nothing but think of Linda being with another man. I also had this tremendous feeling of longing and love for her and had to tell her as much when I got back. I also told her that in this New Year she should expect that every month I would try to make plans for us to get out and either meet someone or go to a club and that from now on she should expect this without complaint. Late the next afternoon we had time alone and she went to get ready for me. When I came in the room she was watching some 1970s interracial DVD but after a few minutes gave up on it and put in her favorite lesbian one. But, rare as it was, I was not in the mood for porn and wanted to interact with her and have her undivided attention. I had her turn it off and soon we started making out on the bed and as we both knelt there, chest-to-chest, arms wrapped around each other, I fingered her wet slit. Within a minute she climaxed in what was one of the loudest and longest orgasms she has ever had. Neither of us really knew why but she was shuddering afterward. I laid her down and entered her. I was so worked up from waiting so long for her that I shot in less than two minutes myself.

While away I also had the exciting ideal that maybe the next time we went to a club and she finally at last danced and flirted with some guy, I would persuade her to consider at least giving him a hand job, then I'd go and ask him if he wanted one from her. Then the two of them could slip away somewhere semi-private and she would stroke him off while I watched discretely. He could play with her tits as she did, and maybe finger her. If that didn't at least get her ready and willing for more right then and there, it would at least be a huge step toward her doing everything soon enough I'm sure. Either way I'd win.

Sadly, early in the New Year we had a hard drive crash. We lost all but a tiny few of our personal vids, including my 8 favorites of her, and worse, we lost about 3 gigs of porn collected over the past two years, including all of the select 1970s interracial ones I gathered for her, as well a losing dozens of my fake pics of her and hundreds of sample source photos for making them. Plus I lost hundreds of pics of white mature wives using their black dildoes, mature lesbian pics, and thousands of select amateur wives with blacks pics. It was depressing for both of us. At least I had backed up all her personal photo sets. Except that we lost the most recent sets, ones where she was dressed in a sexy red lace outfit with red boots, and, at long last wore one of the "Queen of Spades" temporary tattoos I had gotten her. She put it over one breast as a symbol of her special slutiness. It looked so nasty and sexy on her pale skin. Wearing it made her feel sexy I could tell. Of course, we can redo all those pics sometime. But, what bugs me the most though about losing the hard drive is the loss of a few special text files and those videos of her. Linda had just recently expressed interest in seeing some of my special super nasty German golden shower orgy clips too! Oh well. I'll try to find them again.

By the middle of the month we finally sat down to again review pics of potential candidates who had responded to her online ads, since we had not done so for all of December and most all of November. We had about 40 to consider and Linda rejected all of them as "just doing nothing" for her, except for 4…which wouldn't you know it were the only ones who had not directly contacted her in response to her add. They were instead ones I had picked as possibilities for her. It was not a very reassuring evening. Still, the next day we had an uncommon late weeknight session and I asked her as we started what she thought of all those men interested in her, of all those possibilities. Linda demurely answered "…excited…curious…we'll have to see." I asked if it turned her on to know all those young black bulls wanted a piece of her and she answered "of course." As we were getting into it hot and heavy I asked if she was thinking about gong to the swing club again this weekend (as we had been able to plan) and maybe meeting someone. Her reply was "Yes, baby, we'll see what happens, you never know." I found that reply reassuring. So, then I said maybe you'll dance with someone, and feel him up…She replied "Maybe". Then maybe he'll feel you up…She replied "maybe." Then I added, maybe you'll slip off to some dark corner and give him a hand job…that to my surprise she replied, "Maybe, that's possible, you'll just have to be surprised…" From her answer I got the impression Linda had given that thought before so I asked her if she had and she giggled and said, "It's my secret, I'll never tell. You'll just have to watch and find out." Then she added, "All I know is you'll be rock hard and I'll et a serious fucking afterwards." That of course made me fuck her hard right then and there and she moaned about how she loved my cock and loved having it stiff inside her so much. Then she started to talk about how I wanted to see some dark hands running up her creamy milky thighs and feeling her ivory white tits, working his dark fingers into her pussy. I responded that if she let him touch her pussy she knew he would make her cum, to which she interrupted to add "And quickly too", so that I continued to say if he made her cum then she knew she would fuck him because…and as I started to say it she again interrupted to say, "Because after I cum I just have to be fucked!" I pounded her good after that until she screamed and I came hard.

Friday Evening Quickie & Then Some

One Friday night we managed to only be able to arrange a quickie, something I have grown increasingly uninterested in since it's often 5 or 6 or more days in between our opportunities for sex, and sometimes even 10 or 12 days and longer depending on the time of the month. So, the last thing I usually want is a rushed encounter under pressure or one where Linda just passively lays there because she's too exhausted. I'd just as soon wait it out until a better occasion presents itself, allowing the excitement and passion to build some. This time however was an exception to the rule. She climbed into bed acting hot and slinky, obviously feeling sexy with herself (which makes all the difference) she pushed me back and sat on my face. This is something I simply adore and is a real treat. She teased me a bit with it then above my tongue she came fast and strong, I even used my teeth some on her clit, sucking it all the way in for variety. I rolled he rover face down on the bed, and she started to tease me verbally about what a prude she was until I made her into a slut "that loves a hard cock." I like it when she talks like that about cocks or being fucked in general and not just mine. She added how she was "getting ready for a brown one" and was going to be "used hard and stretched", then she added how she was a slut that "loves wet tasty pussy too". Once more all of her enthusiastic talk made me cum hard.

The next night we had more time to relax, and though tired as usual, on her own my wife pleasingly engaged in some super nasty talk. She described what she wanted and needed. She started telling me how "pussy and cock were what a white trash whore, dirty skank sleaze piece of shit, needed"! Wow! All I could do is listen with a grin and zealously fuck her. She had never before spoken so raunchily. It was really hot and got me off. I enjoyed the filthy new phrases and word combinations Linda used and hope she does it more often.

A week later we had another private "dance party" in our living room and though we hardly had the energy we had the last time (being in our forties now we're increasingly are feeling our age catching up with us) we still had fun. By the end of the evening though it was late Linda had no energy left for any nasty dancing to rap & hip-hop like the last time. So we headed to bed and soon she was bent over asking me to spank her hard! This was a thrill since she has not requested me slapping her ass in a long, long time. I gave it to her good and as I did she played with herself until she came hard, which is nice. We have not done enough spanking in my opinion, and for some time I have been wanting to get her use to climaxing during that. But I was not in an S&M type mood this night, so I pulled out our iPod and put the headphones on her as she lay there waiting for me. I played the list of nasty rap songs for her as I started slowly doing her doggie style. Within a minute she was humping and grooving against me to the music, and then to my delight started to sing with the lyrics! She was singing the chorus part about being "gangsta' fucked" and about what a "nasty freak" she was and then started talking back to me, asking if I wanted to see her gangsta' fucked and how I "brought out the nasty freak" in her. She was really getting into it and I started to pound her hard, fast, and deep. We had a super hot nasty fuck. The next afternoon, on Sunday, we had another quickie, this time Linda immediately sate doff talking about the previous night's "nasty freak" and her being a gangsta pussy. I literally came in less than a minute of slamming her. We both laughed.

The Slut Surprises Me

Early in February, we had a hot weekend night together. Linda told me she had something special and had me wait while she got herself ready n the bedroom. When she called me in I found her sitting on our new bondage bench, wearing her tight black vinyl skirt and zip-up jacket with long pointed high heel boots past her knees. She knows I find them to be on of the sexiest things she wears and they were among the first outfits we ever bought for her. She had both her black rubber cock vibrators out and was already using them on her bare clit under the short skit. She had on no panties or bra and had shaved recently I saw. I smiled and within a minute or so quietly set up the small digital camera to record. I stood watching her, as she got more and more sultry, working her toys but not saying a word. I leaned against the wall and just enjoyed the show for a while. Linda worked herself, changing position son the bench and almost always keeping eye contact with me. A few times Linda mouthed one of the dildos as best she could, mimicking fellatio, and seeming to lick it but as usual never really taking it in orally, since she just can't. As she played, she seemed to be getting hornier and hornier, unzipping her jack to show off her tits. So, I started to take some photos when I saw the video batteries were dead and nothing was filming. When she put one of the vibes down I tried to push it against her ass hole, but after about half a minute she reached around and took it back from me, implying it was doing anything for her. Soon she moved herself to the bed and continued using her toys, first one then the other on her clit. She started to moan a bit now and I took that as my sign to get naked. I stood above her and took a few last pics, then just watched her. I really had to piss something crazy, and had hoped tonight she might initiate something like that on her own, or at least maybe just ask for anal sex.

But, this scene seemed to be what she had in mind for the night so I had to work with it. Still, I really had to piss and so as I stood there, I thought to myself how sexy it would be to just start pissing some on her as she lay right there on the bed, looking so hot and still pleasuring her self with her vibes. The thought of suddenly surprising her with a warm golden stream, and doing so while he was making herself cum, was very stimulating. So much so that I started to get hard but at last managed to eke out one small dribbling stream of pee that splattered her tits. She jumped reflexive slightly and softly shook her head no, looking someone concerned, and whispered only "the bed" meaning she didn't want that to happen on the mattress and sheets. I whispered back, "tub?" suggesting we go to the tub so I could piss on her, but she shook her head "no" and continued to moan from the toys in both hands she had massaging her pussy. Thus, I stood above her on the bed admiring, watching her below as she soon made herself climax, still maintaining eye contact. At this point I should have been pretty hard and all, but I wasn't. I was kind of holding back, or at least waiting for something more, I suppose. Os when she finished I sat down and caressed her. She moved herself next to me to make herself ready for penetration, but I was still not stiff. The little bit of piss had evaporated off her and she was trying to coax me by rubbing herself sensuously. I continued to enjoy that. She got up and put on a little sexy show, posing and touching herself, staring at me. I stared right back and was please to see how enthusiastic and sexy she was obviously feeling. I enjoyed having her try to show herself off like this and get me hot for her. It was different for her.

She soon came back to the bed and aggressively mounted me. Having her on op, her creamy white tits hanging there, having her brush them teasingly across my face, or telling me to suck kiss and them, and feeling her hands rubbing my cock around her hot hole always gets me interested. So, soon she was pumping me, riding me up and down aggressively and enjoying herself. But, women on top have rarely been able to make me climax, and only when they are at it long and furiously. But, Linda has very little stamina for it and almost always has to give up log before I am close, and besides, entertaining as she was being, I was still not hard enough. So, she climbed off and lay next to me breathing heavily from the exertion. I told her I wanted to see cum again, and so to do what it takes to please me she obediently started to immediately play with her pussy. Linda was quickly rubbing it furiously and playing roughly with her nipples. I told her to make them hurt and she tried, moaning loudly now. I then told her to go and get the special plastic close pins I had been saying for a long time to use on her. She protested but I assured her they would not hurt. She went and quickly looked but they had been misplaced it seemed. She returned. To the bed and eagerly resumed her finger play as I quietly watched again. Within a minute she was cumming even more intensely than the first time earlier. I do so live it when she cums loudly and I especially find it sexy when she cums twice in one session. I was automatically hard and rolled on top to enter her in one hard quick thrust, the way we both like.

I fucked her for awhile lying on top and enjoying how sexy and nasty she was being, telling her how much I like her being sexy for me and she in turn telling me how much she enjoyed being so sexy for me, as well as having me make her be sexy and nasty. I tuned her on her side and moved into a position we seldom if ever have used: one where I was on my side too but at almost 90-degrees to her, like a doggie style while lying down. This way her hips and ass were nicely within reach as I lay comfortably stretched out, but her upper body was able to turn on her back so that her tits and face could be visible to me. Linda immediately moaned in delight and surprise at this new position. It was relaxing yet animated. As we did a mutual pump and grind like this together, she suddenly reached out for one of her black rubber vibes lying right next to her. I had noticed them too right away and had hoped she would go after them. Now, at this point so far in our whole session there had not been any of the usual hot talk or nasty black cock slut talk, and I was certainly open to that kind of dialogue exchange between us. But, as nearly always, I wanted it to be spontaneous from her. So, I had still said nothing at this point about it. Yet, the site of her lying there so, and clearly being so aroused and sexy, got me fucking her pretty good. She was really lubed wet inside and the position was letting me ram her good. She clutched one of the dildos and turned her upper body away from me and started to moan as she kissed and mouthed some on it.

At this point, watching her holding that black dildo, I now spoke up knowing I needed to hear her voice, that I wanted to have her talking dirty now, to hear her say all those things like she does. So, I just told her to "suck on that black dick." She had the one that was smooth and curved and I said use the other one, referring instead to the anatomical realistic one. She pulled it close to her face and mumbled something about loving that brown chocolate dick. As my cock slid in and out of her wet warm hole I said something out of the blue: show me what you do when I'm not around, Linda," I said to her. "Show me what you do when your husband isn't here," I added. She moaned vigorously and enthusiastically in response. "Come on whore, show me, you nasty fuck!" I said. I really wasn't sure what I expected or thought would happen. Maybe I just expected she would talk back as usual and perhaps pretend to suck on the dildo a little more. "Show me what you do when you're alone," I repeated. In answer to my question, while her body was rocked from my thrusts my wife held up her fat eight-inch black cock toy and cried out forcefully, "I fuck myself with this!" I instantly reacted, "What do you mean?" She came back with, "I mean I fuck myself!" I couldn't help but moan at this, as I felt my cock grow stiffer, but I knew she had to just mean she used it on her clit like a vibe. "How do you use it?" I asked between pumps of my hips on hers. Again she held it up and forcefully replied, "I shove it in my hole and I use it to fuck myself!" Quickly I responded, "How far, how much of it?' "All of it, all of that mother fucking black meat!" she retorted passionately, and with other hand she rubbed up and down its entire length as if to show me how deep she takes it in. She flipped it around and made stabbing motions in the air and again said to me, "I stick it in my little pink hole and I fuck myself good with it all the way!"

I felt a sudden wave of slut overcome me at my little prude wife revealing such a nasty sexy horny side of herself like this and I could just tell from the passion in Linda's voice that indeed it was true, that I had touched some nerve in her that let her confess something she was perhaps too shy or private about to tell me, knowing all the while thought that such a secret was one she knew would turn me on tremendously. I started to fuck her even harder and faster, really slamming it into her now at this. "You dirty fucking bitch." I said to her. "You really do that, honest? All the way?" I asked, the sound of my voice conveying to my wife that I was sincere in my question. To this she replied with something like, "Yes, honey, I sure do" in a voice half proud admission half embarrassed confession that told me all I needed. Linda has never done that even though I have asked her too, she doesn't feel comfortable having the things inside her she tells me. "Oh my god, I fucking knew it!" I exclaimed. "That's what you do when your hubby isn't around, you fuck yourself with that black dick! You whore! You dirty slut." She answered, "Yes, baby, that's what I do. That's dirty fucking BITCH whore slut to you!" she delightfully added for effect. I felt a rush of hardness overwhelm my cock again, and I reacted by fucking her at warp speed. The thought of her really doing that filled my mind, visions of her alone with that dildo buried inside her as she tried to working and out moaning and screaming in private pleasure, intentionally keeping such a nasty little secret from me.

In response to the intensity of my cock thrusts slamming her in this wonderful side ways position, Linda turned and started to mouth the black dildo vibe even more than ever now. "You gonna fuck me like this while I suck off some big black dick, baby?" she at last asked. I only gave a confirming moan. At first she seemed she was merely pretending to lick at it and flick her tongue around it while making "Mmmm" sounds in the manner she normally does, but her mouth still several inches away from it. This time however I blurted out annoyingly, "Not like that, quit pretending, suck that dam thing, bitch, put it in your fucking mouth!" I commanded. Linda turned and quickly answered, "I'm pretending to catch the cum, see?" and then she again opened her mouth wide and flicked her tongue around in what now I could realized was her acting out something that turned her on as much as she imagined it would me. "Oh!..." I replied embarrassed, "I didn't realize…I thought you were just hesitating again…" To be sure not to break the exciting rhythm we had built up here, I fucked her with renewed energy, my ass and hips drilling servicing her as I immediately added, "Come on then, suck him, Linda, suck his black meat, show me what you do when I not here." She then started to put her lips on the cock head and jerk it with her hand. She moaned more and again as I rammed her hole.

It was here at last that my wife truly astonished me. As I will tell, she did something she had never done before and I in no way thought possible. I again ordered her with something like, "Show me, show me what a slut you really are when I'm not here!" Now she started to push her head on the dildo, and I literally had to blink to be sure I was seeing what I thought I was seeing. She had managed to get the whole fat head of the damn thing in her tiny mouth now. There it was just the edge of it coming back out and going back in over and over, her hand rapidly pumping it as those slender lips of hers wrapped around it, my wife was moaning through it all something fierce and I stammered in reaction, still reaming her pussy but there she was, the woman who sometimes literally gags on her own toothbrush, who can't even snorkel because she chokes on virtually anything strange in her mouth, but now here she had at least an inch and a half, maybe two of that big black rubber dick in her mouth and she wasn't letting go! "I knew it!" I yelled at her while my own cock was still buried in her, "Oh, you fucking bitch! You dirty fucking bitch!" I couldn't help myself but yell out, and she knew what I meant, for she was quivering from my reaction-and I swear even giggled-as she hungrily, yes hungrily, sucked at that fake cock. My dick spasmed in even greater hardness at this wonderful, shocking site. "You fucking cock-sucker!" I yelled, as I continued feverishly driving into her now as I watched this new secret unfold. My name-calling and astonishment really seemed to encourage her and as best she could she went at it even more! Then, I heard myself say something almost primal that I couldn't quite control, "You suck black dick but you won't suck mine!" I yelled out at her half accusingly half acknowledging, Linda pulled her mouth away from the toy just briefly enough to reply, "That's right!" I was completely caught off guard by that, stunned and yet, oh, soooo turned on. I said something like, "You've been keeping that from me, keeping it secret!" Linda said something like she "saved it for black only," I simply can't recall exactly given what a blur the whole thing now had become by this point. It was like a dream, but it was too much for me. I don't want to exaggerate it but she sucked about two inches of it, at least over the head. For her this was almost extraordinary. That huge black monster passing her lips, actually inside her mouth, her hand pumping it, her voice quivering with moans as she worked it with obvious practice! It almost seemed it was not the first time she had taken it that far for that long, or so I imagined. She certainly seemed at the time like she knew she was doing something she was letting me see for the first time, or so I thought. I felt I was going to blow hard and long any second and she felt it too as always because she tried to keep sucking, stuffing it in her mouth a good inch and a half, irrepressible gurgling sounds coming from her mixed with moans of pleasure, I yelled out again, "You fucking bitch! You dirty bitch!" as I came hard. I stared unbelievably at her as I came and came and came to the site.

Afterwards…

That episode was so intense and so sexy for me that right afterwards I collapsed and quickly fell asleep. The next afternoon was a weekday but we were able to sneak away to have a quickie. On the bed nude together I climbed on top of my wife and she eagerly welcomed me inside. I immediately started to recall the previous night and told her how exciting it had been watching her, especially at the end, seeing her reveal her "nasty secret." I asked if she had meant it about really fucking herself with those dildoes like that when she was alone. But, alas, she admitted that she "only kind of did"-which was the same disappointingly half-answer she had given me once before on this topic, and after further questioning Linda admitted that she hadn't actually done it as much as she claimed in the heat of our action the night before. She said she only "stuck it in a little bit." So, then I carefully inquired as to whether she had been practicing sucking on them and again to my surprise she said, no. In fact, she thought that she hadn't really done any sucking the night before different than she usually did, nor believed she had taken it deeper than previously, just perhaps a bit longer and with a bit more enthusiasm because she knew it was turning me on so much at the time. She also said she had not ever practiced sucking on them when she was alone. I was a bit disconcerted by this and I told her it sure did seem so, to which she replied that maybe it was just the angle I was seeing it on. Yet still, I told her that I wasn't so sure, because she really did seem to have sucked it better than she ever did mine. Then, as we were now having this conversation while slowly fucking, my wife quickly added that "…Maybe it was because mine was the wrong color…" That nasty teasing statement of course sent me over the edge and I began furiously fucking her with a raging stiffness. As I once more calling her a cocksucking bitch whore and a white trash skank she moaned and moaned at my new found vigor, urging me on to call her a bitch, and telling me that she had to suck the dark chocolate ones like that because they wouldn't tolerate any less! I rammed myself into her wetness until I climaxed about half a minute later. We then both laughed.

I confess I was sorely disappointed that she still had not tried fucking herself with her dildoes yet as I had encouraged (and even requested), and I have to conclude it likely all to do with her submissive or "bottom" nature that needs to be taken and fucked and use when it comes to penetration, rather than doing it to herself in anyway. She also has said she finds the hard rubber dildos just not comfortable compared to the real thing. But, confused as I am now about how much better and enthusiastically she sure seemed to be sucking this time, it sure was erotic and encouraging. I especially found the part about her enjoying it over mine strangely stimulating. I do hope she plays up that angle from time to time in the future. It just makes her seem nastier and dirtier and more deserving of harsh sexual treatment. Curiously, only a week or so earlier I had a strange dream I told Linda about where she somehow had manage to be able to deep throat me, in the dream she was tied to the bondage bench and magically she was somehow just suddenly able to swallow my whole cock to the hilt until I quickly dumped a load of in her. The dream was so realistic and powerful, and somewhat unusual for me. I have sex dreams a lot, and often she is in them, but I never had one like that. It led me the next day to inquire once again with my wife about perhaps sometime in the not too distant future trying to get her to practice some again at not gagging. I reminded he that I at least wanted to get around to eventually striking off into her open mouth while she licked my cock head, something she was wiling but hardly eager to do. I knew from researching it that her hyperactive gag reflex was something physical not just mental.

Another Opportunity to Attend A Club Party

Toward the end of February we screened more responses to her ads. Linda selected some of them to respond to but none looked very promising. She also commented while looking at men's profile photos that she did not care for cocks that were two-tone in color (black shafts with pink heads) or for ones that were much darker or much lighter than the guy's torso. Go figure. She has a right to her own tastes, of course. A woman is allowed her prerogatives on these matters. Personally, I don't care for large pussy lips or huge flat nipples myself, so I understand. She did say though she definitely liked the solid dark cocks. She also remarked while reviewing replies that it was likely she will just end up meeting someone live somewhere sometime rather than choosing someone online. In that regard, we also made plans to attend a rare afternoon gang-bang party coming up soon at the swing club. The occasion was a woman who likes black guys inviting everyone, and we decided it would be a good opportunity to broaden our experiences, and maybe even meet someone. At the very least, we would get out of the house and see what sexy fun we could get into there while watching everything. I also managed to contact the interracial couple we once met, DJ & MJ, and told them about it and how we would be there. To my surprise they said they would try to make it. So, in that environment, maybe there will be the chance for the kind of sexy seductive dancing and flirtatious play with them that might get Linda to finally take the plunge. Who knows? I doubt, yet as I have written before, if we do get into things ourselves and they are also right there doing their own thing too…that certainly could lead to an ideal situation to give things the needed push.

Over Valentines Day we had some nice soft slow sex, not by request, it just happened that way. It was still quite sexy and erotic; as Linda started off by getting into a semi 69 position then began to suck try to slowly on my cock. She licked it at length and kissed and "mouthed" as best she could with her exceptionally limited oral ability, but she stared at me the whole time with a very hungry look, trying to show me that she enjoyed it and was getting of on it. She pulled my hand toward her pussy to show me she was wet and I started to slowly finger her. She told me to do it faster and within a minute or so she was climaxing without stopping her tonguing and mouthing on my cock. She still held my cock-head in her mouth as she came enthusiastically. It was nice. I like that she was obviously trying to be more oral and that it clearly excited her to do so. Then she laid back and I moved to mount her. As I began driving my shaft in her, she pulled her tits out from her lace bra and started do roughly play with her nipples. Without saying a word she started to pinch and twist them, pulling both of them as far she could while shaking each tit by the nipple. Then one at a time she began slapping at them, slowly at first then harder. She smacked each while she held it steady with her other hand. Her face grimaced in the nasty pleasure-pain of it. That made me fuck her harder as I felt myself stiffen in her always tight wetness. "Hurt those tits!" I ordered, at which she started to really slap at them and alternate pulling hard on her nipple. Linda cried out softly, staring at me as she began to whimper and moan at her own self-inflicted tit abuse. She really went at hard and I enjoyably exploded about a minute later while watching her go at it. It was nice. I love watching her be so nasty and rough on her own tits while I am busy slamming her hole as hard as I can.

An Afternoon Opportunity Nears

The days before the party passed quickly enough. We managed only one quickie in the afternoon during a 10-day period. I bent her over the bed unceremoniously and she used her small blue vibe to get off as I pumped her slowly. I teased her with my cock head until she climaxed, and only then drilled her deep and fast. Soon Linda was saying things to excite me, about how she loved it bent over because she couldn't tell who was fucking her, and how it didn't matter as long as they had big meat, and then how I wanted to see her taken by some "huge chocolate rods", their "dark brown hands running all over her hips and ass." She then teased me about how it might happen this weekend and I joined in saying that I wanted her shared out and stretched by every black dick at the party this weekend, and see her "gangsta' fucked like a proper bitch whore." I pulled her arms behind her back and told her I would hold her down for them or let them do it. She started to really moan and get nasty, telling me, "Fuck me you nigger bastard, fucking asshole fucker!" I ended by pushing Linda onto the bed and finishing on top of her, looking into her eyes and making her say she wanted to get fucked as I watched because she knew it would make me so hard that she would get an even harder fucking afterwards from me. I grinned and told her she'd get more than one.

Before the party approached I talked briefly with Linda about it a few times during the week, doing my usual to assure her over any of the usual anxieties, and as usual she was silent about it, but by Friday she seemed to display a certain quiet enthusiasm and interest. I inquired and she replied that she really hadn't noticed and to be honest, added that she "didn't really expect anything to happen." By this she meant she did not expect it to be anything more exciting than the last time. I laughed and said that as long as we got out of the house and allowed ourselves to feel sexy and relax, I had no expectation or anticipation either. I could always hope, but I really just was crossing my fingers this wasn't anther fat-farm display. If Linda managed to see some black men with erections I would consider it a success. If the two of us managed to climax at some point while at the club, that would be a plus. If she should end up dancing or flirting with a guy or woman, that would be icing on the cake. But meeting someone hot enough for her to get nasty with them this time, I consider it an unlikely occurrence. So, as usually, I can only wait and see. But as the day comes closer, and I ponder the potential of seeing my wife with another man, I can't help but get somewhat excited.

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