Piss Slut Returns

The next occasion we played at bondage, I handcuffed Linda, put a collar on her then fucked on the bed some as I told her she was going to be my piss slut tonight. She moaned and answered back to me about how she wanted to "be a good little toilette" and take all of my "warm yellow stream." It got both of us pretty hot. After awhile I had her sit in the tub, her hands still tied behind her back. She waited patiently for me to piss on her face and tits. I had prepared myself before and so got her good. She smiled and even giggled, moving her face all around to catch it and let it spray her all over. Then I soaked her hair fully. She was very obedient and submissive the whole time. She sputtered and coughed and spit a few times but was a great sport, very willing and definitely enjoying it all. She refused to open her mouth again though unfortunately and would not even stick out her tongue (as I want so much) after I requested it several times. I took her to the bed right after and fucked he really hard from behind, letting all that piss drip from her hair onto her face. Linda told me she could smell my piss all over herself and t made her feel slutty. I pounded her good as she moaned and begged for more, telling me how horny and wet being covered in my piss made her. I flipped her over and laid there, fingering her off as she told me how having her tits and hair so wet made her feel like a good little slut. It old her I was going to fuck her hard some more but not until after I gave her some more of my hot piss. I placed her back sitting in the tub and this time unleashed all I had on her, a long heavy stream splashing all over her face and mouth and tits and hair, then aiming at her pussy and then her face to finish. She looked so nasty and horny and so fucking dirty it got me really hard. She knew it too. When I took her back to the bed, she was totally soaked now. I placed her on her back, her hands still tied, and fucked her until I came. I made her tell me over and over what a piss loving nasty fuck whole she was. As I filled and rammed her pussy over and over Linda moaned. Then she told me she loved being a bondage piss whore and that being pee'd on while tied up was her favorite way to take it. It was our best session ever, I think.

Working at Making Her a Black-Cock Slut

We hadn't had the chance for sex in about 8 or 9 days and when we did it was a weekday afternoon, which usually means a quickie of some sort. We were on the bed nude together and I was in one of those moods where just being there was simply not enough to motivate me and I wanted to feel more energy and excitement from Linda. I hate doing things under time constraints or with any sort obligatory feeling about it. So, naturally she got the message (not the least from my limp cock) and tried to climb on top of me to get my attention. It wasn't really working this time and I knew part of the reason was that I assumed she likely wanted it soft and slow like she typically does after we haven't had it in a while. The other reason was that earlier in the day she said she did want to go to the swing club this weekend, as I had been trying to arrange all week, but wanted instead to maybe wait another week-which meant it would be more difficult to go and likely delay our adventuring once again. So, I was a bit irked and not especially in the mood for some of the expected romantic loving. In such moods what almost always works for me is for her to get nasty and talk to me, but it has to be something sincere not artificial to force a reaction. But that of course depends on her mood. Curiously, Linda did ask at the start if I had any new videos to show her, which of occurs I did, but I reminded her that doing so was hardly practical or ideal in the afternoon. I did remind her though of the golden shower gang-bang videos I've been wanting to show her for some time and this elicited a renewed promise she would soon take a look.

So, noting my over all lack of enthusiasm this time, Linda was soon on top of me using her little blue vibe on herself while trying to ride me. It was something new and worked briefly, but she wasn't able to really get either herself or me going. Eventually she was on her back just working her vibe as I continued quietly watching passively. After awhile she was really getting into it. She lay there moaning and groaning, rubbing her tits, and moving her hips faster. My interest started to pick up. I played with her nipples, and started to really pinch and pull them hard. Now most of the time I do this they are way too sensitive so that she doesn't like it. But the rest of the time she likes it a lot and it always makes her cum harder. This was one of those times and Linda soon climaxed powerfully. (Seeing her enjoy me pulling her nipples sop hard like that always gets me stiff and makes me think about using nipple clips on her sometime or tying her tits in bondage as I've long been planning.) As usual, after she came Linda instantly wanted me inside her, but I was still not completely hard or especially excited for her.

A thought occurred to me just then to ask my wife why she just doesn't tell me to pull her nipples hard like that when the occasion is right? She answered that sometimes she didn't want it, to which I replied that I of course knew and so I asked again why she didn't sometimes tell me that she needed something like that, rather than just waiting or hoping I would do it? She replied that sometimes she didn't know herself until I did it. At this I doubtingly asked how she could possibly not know at times when she wanted her tits pulled or slapped or roughed up in order to make her cum harder? She laughed and shyly said, maybe. I told her that she should not hesitate to ask or to tell me when she wanted or needed certain things. At this she responded by suddenly rolling onto her side and saying, "You mean like, why don't you spank my ass now?" I grinned and immediately gave her a good spanking, slapping each of her delicious creamy soft cheeks a dozen or so times each as she cried out at each one. I was pretty hard from this now and she was even hornier. I told her again that I should spank her sometime while she cums on her vibe and she agreed we should definitely try. We then briefly agreed I needed to throw her down, tie her up blindfolded, hands over her head with legs spread, and then use her hard.

Since we still had not started fucking, Linda got a bit aggressive and forceful, which is often delightful, but not this time with my mood as it was. I entered her only slowly and partially, and proceeded to just pump her softly, teasingly, but not hard and fast and deep like she loves. After awhile she knew I was doing it intentionally and tried to entice me with enthusiastic squeals and encouraging moans, but I didn't respond. Then with feigned attempts to push me off she pretended weakly to try to get away and that she didn't want me. I laughed and told her that wasn't going to work this time either because we both knew she didn't want me to stop. Then she tried to get me to fuck her hard by telling me to use her like a whore and show her how I fuck her like the dirty slut she is. Still I continued just sliding myself gently and rhythmically in and out of her, joking that I needed some "soft and slow loving tonight." She was starting to whine and tried to push her hips against me to take it deeper and faster. I still wasn't sure where I was going with it all, but I knew I was still not getting exactly what I needed to induce me, and besides, I was enjoying the power and wanted to see how long she would last before she might actually excite me with some new response.

The next thing she did to try to get me to fuck her hard was to ask me to show her how I would fuck some other nasty whore, how I would give it to a dirty bitch. Again I didn't bite. She said maybe I should hold down her arms, pull her hair, fuck her good, and call her my bitch whore because she needed and deserved it. But still I didn't. I kept right at the same gentle pace as before of slowly working my dick in and out. But over the next few minutes we stared into each other's eyes, watching each other's faces, and she felt so warm and wet and tight to me that I started moving my self deeper inside her. She responded and we silently kissed and necked and groped for several minutes, passionately. She sucked at my ear passionately as I licked and kissed her neck aggressively. Then we tongued a lot, which I love and which is a sure sign she is really turned on. She was very wet now and fucking me back energetically. I could see how much Linda really wanted me to hard fuck her and she whispered in my ears how she adored my cock and loved me inside her so much. She looked very aroused and it was very erotic.

It was in that moment of sincere intimacy and shared closeness that I felt relaxed and comfortable enough to look down at her and tell her something to the effect of: "I want so much to watch you like this with some other guy on top of you, to see you be so sexual and lustful, knowing I was watching you, knowing that it excited me and that I knew it excited you." Linda moaned and nodded. I added how I wanted to watch her fucking and being fucked, see another man, a black guy, taking her, knowing she wanted it. At this she answered softly, still looking right into my face, telling me that she was a slut and "needed to be shared like one", that I needed "to loan her out" because I "owned" her. I love it when she says such things and I started now to give more of my cock to her in response. I replied to my wife that she was right, that I was going to pimp her out like the nasty cunt whore she was and then I asked if she understood who was going to use her. Linda replied, "…Just big cocks…big fucking cocks…big black fucking cocks." I smiled and felt myself grow harder. In answer to her I asked softly, "And what does that make you?" She softly replied, "A white trash whore…" For a few minutes more we continued fucking more vigorously without saying a word.

Then she started to say that she had already had her hands on one, and got fucked while his hands were all over her. I asked if she liked that, being handled by another man while being fucked and she said she did. Then I asked if she wanted it again and she said she did. I told her how excited that made me and how the next time we were at the club and I took her upstairs I would let some guy have her. She moaned at this and we started fucking more like we regularly do with me rapidly thrusting deep and hard into her. She moaned more loudly in reaction and I told her how I would just tell her to strip in front of him and show her off, before letting him feel her up. I told her she would suck his black dick, and asked if she wanted to do that. She whimpered a moan of "yes," and I told her I might let him taste that sweet hole of hers, and again asked if that excited her, as expected she again whimpered "yes." I now spontaneously started quickly asking her question after question here. I asked if that thought excited her and she said yes it did. I asked if last time it made her wet for me to expose her and let that man fondle her the way he did and squealing she cried back with a long "yessss." I asked if she liked him making her cum and she of course said yes, so I next asked how it made her feel, to which she replied, "Slutty". I asked if she liked feeling slutty and with an even more vocal moan she firmly replied, "Yes!" I asked if she wanted to just be taken by a black guy next time and now she softly mumbled a squealing "yes", such that I made her say it again louder and then once again even more loudly. I gave her more of my cock deeper and faster and pushing her again she then answered me directly with, "I want to be fucked hard by a black man!" That got her wailing almost continuously as I was slam fucking her now.

I said to her, "You need to be taken like that, I know. You like being taken like that, you want it like that!" She moaned yes, telling me now to hold her arms down and pull her hair. I softly added, "But you can't say it, you can't admit it can you?" She answered "no," to which I responded, "But you knew I already knew that?" and quietly she replied "yes." I pumped my stiff dick into her wetness while watching all her reactions as we fucked frantically. I spoke down at her saying, "Is that true Linda? Tell me sweety? Tell me truthfully." I asked not only for my own assurance, but to force her to honestly declare her secret desire to me as well as to herself. She looked up between almost tearful eyes of pleasure and with a nod leaked out a soft, "yes." It was sincere and intense. Again I stared deep into her eyes and passionately said, "I know." The emotion of the admission and acknowledgment of such things is always sexually electrifying. (I knew this contradicted some of what she had said earlier about needing to feel attracted to a guy when she decided to finally to do it, so I wasn't sure how much of this was just talk, but I also understand that she knows I know she has a certain "need" to be "sexually controlled.") Then I whispered in her ear, as if describing the event: "I could just see him on you, maybe I would hold down your arms for him and tell him to take that pussy, to own it, and he would just push his way into you." She moaned more loudly now at my words. "He would be on top of you," I continued, "giving you your first black dick finally." At this she responded "…finally" and started to play struggle against me, as if resisting him. I told her I would be watching her, "waiting for my seconds."

Then I spoke to her again, as if I were now that man fucking her. I put my face close and whispered right in her ear: "You would have to take it, you would be trembling and scared but loving it, wouldn't you?" She said yes, and I went on. "He would whisper in your ear, 'you're going to get some now, whore, you feel that? You like that don't you? You know you do, you've been waiting for it, wanting it, dreaming about it." Linda answered, moaning "yes…dreaming" through a half dazed voice. I went on with, "You're gonna be my bitch now, I'm giving it to you hard, I'm gonna' own that hole, hurt that pussy with my meat, it's what you've been wanting…it's the best you ever had, isn't it?" Moaning back she answered, "Yes, the best." After all that my cock was raging. As I drilled her hard for all I was worth, I said, "Beg for it now, whore, tell me what you want." She responded enthusiastically moaning the whole time but saying, "Give it to me please, I need it, fuck me, give me that big fucking cock" and to my excitement adding, "…that black mother fucking sucking dock!" A always, I blurted out, "You fucking slut, you dirty cunt bitch!" And then I exploded so powerfully it almost hurt. She was trembling afterward and we lay there kissing covered in steaming sweat. I commented on how hard I came and told he she was so sexy and she giggled. So, what began as an uninspired episode ended as something very, very satisfying. There was no question in my mind that we made another small but important breakthrough in her mindset. Though, as I sometimes wonder, I have questions as to if in the middle of everything she actually heard all of what I was saying to her and understood how she answered?

Aftereffects

I am happy to write that Linda was actually able to read through the above last entry recounting our evening fun. I had told her after I wrote it that this time I particularly wanted either to read this one to her or have her sit down and read it. I happened to have left it up on the computer when she stumbled upon it. She told me the next day she read it and I had to ask if she thought it accurate or not. We talked and to my delight she told me it was about 90% accurate. She understood it was relayed from my point of view and that it was my recollection of how things went down, and she added that she was surprised at how well I was able to recall all that transpired and what she had said. I questioned her whether it was accurate in how I thought she had reacted. It was encouraging that she said it was. It raised my confidence in chronicling this journal in general. She did add however that she had "no interest in giving a blowjob to anyone." I laughed at this and learned that what she meant (since, with her hyper gag reflex she is physically incapable of "giving a blow job") was that she was not interested in-and had no intention of-ever performing orally on another man. I had to press her on this as I was surprise that she would really say she never would put her mouth on another cock. I found it hard to accept that she wasn't curious or wouldn't even try it a little sometime. She replied that for health and safety reasons she seriously had no intention of doing it and was just not interested in it herself. She added that any situation she might eventually be in she was just not going to do it. So, she wanted me to understand that the comments she made during sex about sucking black dick were just hot talk, and not serious. She added her dildo sucking was something sexy, but just a fantasy thing. I had to accept this limitation on her part, but I must say that don't really believe it. As she always tells me, she doesn't know herself how she will feel or act in any given situation when the time finally comes.

What I did find the most reassuring and especially exciting, however, was when as we talked she agreed with me that what was accurate was the description and analysis I made of her "needing to be taken," to be "used" and a little "forced," and how she is unable to express her need for this. She admitted that it was something that might be fun to have happen or that might even "need to happen"! I knew it! Just writing about it gives me a boner-especially since I knew she had read about how I was thinking that her masked need to be "sexually controlled" contradicted her earlier declaration about needing to feel especially attracted to any guy before agreeing to do him. It makes me imagine that the next time we are in a situation again where she is naked in front of some guy I am going to just go ahead and tell him to do her, and hold her down for him until she gives it up.

Bad Bondage / Great Bondage

We planned a session of bondage and Domination/submission, and this one turned out to be our worst ever. To describe it briefly as possible, I was poorly prepared as usual, we had the regular equipment problems, I had way too many expectations myself, as well as just neither failing to match each other's moods and needs. I learned something important though. I realized that for me to enjoy myself and make it pleasant for her I just had to go into any session without a set determination to do anything more than one or two central things. That way I could keep it loose and spontaneous and controlled. I also reached the conclusion that I absolutely had to make sure all equipment was ready and working well in advance. So, after the disaster of the night before, the next afternoon we had time alone once more and we tried again. This occasion turned out to be our best ever! Linda was obedient and responsive, excited and exciting in turn, and I was smooth and relaxed. All the gear was ready and the equipment worked perfectly. Not only was it a great session, but we achieved a number of major milestones and firsts for us. For the first time Linda actually fucked her black dildo! She was also double penetrated for the first time-and loved it! Plus, for the first time she had her tits thoroughly whipped and finally wore pinching nipple clamps.

As we started out she was dressed in her sexy black vinyl and boots that she knows I really love seeing her in. I set up our bondage bench in the bedroom with her black rubber dildo tied on top of the center. I made her sit on the bench with her hands cuffed together, and her ankles cuffed and secured on either side. I spanked her ass some with a small black paddle I had been waiting to use, and I could tell she enjoyed it and it definitely made her wet. Each loud smack of it on her bare creamy cheek stimulated my cock. She was also properly and sincerely submissive this time and she knows that also turns me on (and later she also told me behaving that way excited her too). Then I put some simple plastic nipple clips on her that I had been saving. While all the others we have tried in the past either did not fit at all or hurt way too much, these worked perfectly and started making her even hotter. Then using a newer leather flogger, I gave her a serious tit whipping, her most thorough and longest. I let her have it with long strokes, making her fess up to being a whore and a slut. I made her say how she liked her tits hurt and then beg me to whip them, and finally making her say "thank you" and tell me how she deserved it. I whipped each tit to such a degree that it left them each with red streaks. Doing that got me rock hard and I was careful to make sure it was pleasurable for her, by pausing to inquire if she was all right still. She said, "Yes, Sir, I like my whore tits whipped, please hurt them. Sir." I learned a lot from it and she was even wetter than ever now. Next, I finally made her really fuck the black dildo and she obeyed. It took her awhile to get herself into position and get it in, but she managed to work herself up pretty well, sitting on it while holding her small blue vibe toy against her clit in her handcuffed hands. After a moment or so she was pumping up and down on it as she straddled the bench. I watched as inches of its thick chocolate length slid in and out of her. I was so turned on watching her, encouraging her, I told her to work her clit with her toy and show me what a fucking white bitch slut does with black meat inside her. She moaned and started to work it a little faster.

I got so hot from this, finally having Linda fucking one of these big black rubber cocks that I massaged her ass, slapped it a few times and then on the spur of the moment in the excitement of the situation I moved closer to the end of the bench and started to rub some lube on the opening of her ass. I fingered it and rubbed my cock head on it and aggressively started to push myself in. She moaned and slowed her movements and I told her to keep fucking it like good little whore bitch. The feeling of her hips and ass pushing at last on my cock as it slipped into her tight ass was wonderful. I loved feeling her helping force my cock up her ass for a change. I could tell her pussy was being fucked but did not really feel anything different. I gave it to her as bets I could form the half standing position I was in up against the end of the bench as she sat on it facing the other face. In half a minute she came with a loud cry. Just before she did I told her she was taking it in both holes now, "getting white and black double fucked." I demanded, "How do you like it, bitch? She answered, "I like it. Sir, I like it!" Afterward she told me that it surprised her that she could take it so easily but that it was good and she would do it again. I like that she had cum. At this point she asked to take off the nipple clamps, saying that they were beginning to relay hurt uncomfortably. When I removed them she squealed "Ouch!" which was something I was not expecting. I moved her to the bed to finish fucking her and asked if she wanted to be on her back or chest, she replied properly, "Whatever you prefer, Sir." I put her on her chest and tied her hands apart using the new ropes I earlier had discreetly attached permanently to the corner posts under the bed. I shackle her cuffed ankles to a new spreader bar I brought out, which was also had hidden under the bed and connected by ropes to the corner posts. I lubed up again and saying another word pushed her forward to unceremoniously fuck her in the ass without. She moaned and cried the whole time and then pleaded with me to hurry up and finish. I ignored her and took my own time, which by doing so, excited me more and I was quickly done.

When we were through we talked and laughed and both agreed this was the most fun we had ever had doing bondage and BDSM, and that the new gear all worked really well. Linda said she liked the nipple clamps, the harder tit whipping and paddle spanking, fucking her dildo, and being double penetrated. Linda also agreed to fuck her dildo again, next time from behind, but she also told me that she really didn't like the "feel" of the dildo's material, and so we decided we would purchase her a new one to fuck. I have one or two nice designs already picked out and I'm looking forward to getting them.

Another Swing Club Trip

We made plans to attend another local swing club, this time the largest most upscale and popular one. It should be interesting, as we have heard good things about it, but also that it is somewhat cliquish and all that (which we take that to mean the patrons tend to be better looking, even if more voyeuristic than interactive). We're going on couples night, so we don't expect to meet any black men. We were told this club is very good for couples who just want to see and be seen, which is something that pretty much applies to us. The place also has a fine buffet as well as a pool and we might swim naked. Curiously, we were told though that black couples are often there, but their wives tend to be "very protective" of their men, because they no doubt know all the white women are eager for them (and vice versa). We are also going there to meet a local white couple who holds monthly interracial gang bangs! We had been emailing with them and they seem exactly the kind of people we've been in need of meeting. They are experienced, in our age group, know the local scene, and screen their party attendees for quality. He told me that they have events at hotel suites with 3-5 white couples and 15-20 black men, and that the wives will typically take on man after man for safe sex. He said his own wife does about five men every time. Wow… I saw a few photos and the guys seemed all fit and the women mature and sexy. So, hopefully after meeting us they will invite us to attend their next one. Linda already agreed it would be fun to go, though she was naturally nervous about what might be expected. I had already explained to him that we are new to this, that Linda is very shy, and that our first visit would just be to watch and be comfortable (but also that I was sure Linda would likely get naked and flirt, so who knows…). Anyway, Linda has been pretty relaxed all week toward going to the new club. When she is quiet about our plans like this the week before, doesn't ask many questions or place any conditionals on it, I've learned to interpret that as meaning she is excited and eager to go. Again, I have no expectations we will meet anyone or hook up in any way. At the very least I expect we will simply slip off somewhere and once more get to fuck in public, which will be nice, I'm sure.

Club Visit Cut Short

We were very pleased with the new club. It was spacious, clean, upscale, had our own demographic, much better music, pretty good food, and a large crowd. There were plenty of good looking and sexy women, who far out numbered any others and we saw very few huge obese types. We were very impressed with the set up, as the play areas were all behind a section that required everyone to undress, so that way there would be no casual interruption or voyeurism by "non players." We were on couples night and were able to meet up with the couple that hosts the interracial gang bang parties. They seemed quite nice and were very amiable. We felt made a good impression, but unfortunately, babysitter problems caused us to have to cut short our visit and head home abruptly. I expect we will return soon and this time take advantage of the play area. Days late the couple sent us an invite (at last!) to their next party, but the timing was not good and we had to pass. I at least have a very good feeling about our attending the next one, and Linda, without expressing reservations, implied positively that she was looking forward to it. When I later pointed this fact out to my wife, and how it titillated me, she giggled.

Video Suck Off

We set up the camera one afternoon, it had been awhile since we had had sex, let alone been able to film any thing. The video turned out very poorly due to bad lighting and bad sound, but the angle is good and it was still extremely hot for me to watch and I've viewed it a half-dozen times, always jacking off to the same part. We set up the familiar scene where she was waiting with her black dildo and I would quietly come in masked wearing a black condom. Earlier I had told her this time I wanted to see her suck on her dildo even better. When I came in the room though I was instantly turned on as Linda was lying there looking especially hot in a new criss-cross body stocking and black leather vest. It was a new look for her and showed off her shape very nicely. (I decided right there she definitely had to wear that outfit when we eventually went to a party!) Her make-up and buckled high heels were all nicely slutty. She was using the dildo against her clit, alternating it with licking its head and shaft. She was talking to herself about the experience some weeks back of handling "a fat chocolate dick" and how she "would have choked on it, but it would have been fun to try." I though that was a sexy thing to say and wondered if there was a little truth to it or if she was just playing to the camera for me.

I moved closer and without a word used my gloved hands to unzipped my pants. She mouthed briefly on my "black" cock then I positioned myself on top of her for a while. She tried to continue sucking the dildo by holding it up to her mouth but the angle didn't allow any real movement. It was awkward for awhile so I soon had her on all fours and eventually we got our rhythm going. With me behind her at this point she lowered her mouth and started to pretend to give head to the dildo, licking it then mouthing it hungrily, both hands were wrapped around it. Sure enough, in the video the whole head of the dildo disappears in her mouth for one and two seconds at a time. She wraps her lips around and slurps on it in a way she never does for me, even spitting on it twice to keep it wet. The whole time she keeps moaning and groaning, saying at one point how much she "fucking loves black cock!" I started to spank her ass some during this and it really got her going, moaning and pushing back against my thrusts. I could see on the video it had an effect on her and she moans louder and even sucks harder. She started to say, "Yeah, yeah, spank me, spank that white ass, I get so fucking horny when my ass is spanked while I'm being fucked!" I pushed her head down on the dildo to make sure she was actually sucking on it, because I couldn't see from where I was (besides wearing a black hood). I didn't have to because the harder I fucked her, the more she moaned and the more vigorous her head moved on that rubber cock.

On the video she repeatedly moans and intense "Mmm-mms" with it in her mouth, and she was almost but not quite really sucking it off, and most of the time also stroking it realistically. A few times for a second she actually got two whole inches of it in her mouth, taking it deeper and longer than she has ever taken me in her mouth. This was quite an achievement for her. I guess the idea of it, or finally really trying at it, got her really excited and being fucked from behind gave her enough excitement to make a breakthrough in her ability. Because there is no way I would believe she was "faking" any of it. I know my wife and she was getting off being "black" fucked while "sucking" that "black dick". She was definitely horny, definitely enjoying it, greatly improved, and my fucking her fast and furious made her really go at it. I even got her to say at one point that the more she was fucked the more she sucked. By her standards, it was the most oral she has ever been and (mild as it was in some regards) the most awesome sucking she has ever done. Her enthusiasm was sincere and obvious. At the time of my writing this I've only been able to so far tell her that I had watched that part of the video many times already and how impressed I was at how incredibly sexy she looked and how much effort she was giving it. She only giggled embarrassingly. I can only hope that this is just the beginning of her oral interest and that this whole pretend "two-on-one scenario" has sparked a new fire in her. I think if she had ever given my dick that much attention and effort before, I likely would have shot a load in her mouth by now. The result of watching he rat work has given me another new fetish: I am now desperate to see my wife with a back cock in her mouth for real. I can only fantasize how she would respond.

Out of Town Hot Sex

A week or so later, we were on the road headed out of town with the family and eventually had a few safe minutes to discretely chat quietly about sex. I asked Linda about the previous dildo fucking, the double penetration, and the new cocksucking progress she displayed. We share dour thoughts on it, got ourselves a little too worked up. She told me that she enjoyed it all and was aware that she had made more effort at cocksucking but wasn't sure if it was that much better (I told her to watch the video!). Eventually, as we talked about getting some new dildos for her and what kind she would like, I explained that not all cocks surely felt the same to women and different men were, different, that they would feel different and not perform the same. Right after this as the subject came up of our eventually attending a local party, she just came out said that she "definitely did not want a tree stump", referring to the short super fat cock on the man we played briefly with months earlier. The statement was to me more profound than I think she realized. What she was in essence telling me is that she really does want, expects to have, and has indeed made the decision to fuck black men. So, I happily responded that she also didn't want any "pencil dicks" and she laughed agreeably. By that night when we were intertwined alone in the dark and I was on top of her, she whispered in my ear about my watching the video of her sucking on her dildo, and how she was imagining it was real, how it made her wet, how she liked doing it, and that it turned her on to know it excited me so much to see it. As I came I whispered back in her ear that she was going to show me that she really could be a black cocksucking whore. On the second night away, we had nearly the same experience, but this time she started on my ear lobe, licking and tonguing it ferociously, eagerly pretending without modesty that it was a dripping wet pussy she was nastily lapping at. She moaned when I whispered in her ear to show me what a horny cunt eater she was. She was so intense at it that I knew she was indulging some serious lezbo urges at the moment, so I had to ask, "Who pussy is that you are going down on, hmm? Tell me." But she only replied, "Can't talk, busy!" Which was itself exciting. It told me she was either too embarrassed, which meant it just had to be especially naughty, or that she was so deep into the fantasy that she didn't want me to interrupt, which was fine as far as I was concerned. Though I love it when she shares it with me. On the third night away, we reminisced about our recent bondage fun, and after a bit Linda admitted to me that she loves being used and taken, that as a submissive she preferred being held down and treated a little rough, rather than serving or being told what to do. We whispered back and forth about how we both wanted her to be taken by a black guy as I held her arms down, watching, and he drilled her all he wanted, making her have to take all his length. I told her I would do that, I would make her available for him and any others, then let them hold her down while I sat back and watched and stroked to it. She got real wet at this admission of wanting to be held down and taken as I watched. She kept saying she would "take all his length" as I came inside her.

Our Interracial Fetish

It's funny to see on the Internet some of the other couples and men or women writing about their interracial sexual desires. The contrast between the skins, the dark and the pale against one another in intimate motion, everyone seems to agree is positively sexy. But few if any ever seem to express what drives us. For us it's no feelings other than that black men are a "taboo" and the titillation in "believing" that they always "lust for white women" and so will presumably treat them as pure sex objects and do them harder, working them over like "beasts." For us, it's the "prejudice" that black men are merely "animals" for white pussy, and women suppress their sexual curiosity for this forbidden desire, which then makes the fantasy all the more exciting. Giving in to such a social taboo, especially "secretly" and within the confines of marriage, is almost something like bestiality. Without that element of illicit "inter-race" lust, whether of her being "ravaged" or "shared out" or just "submitting" as a married "whore," it would not be nearly as fun. Knowing she is doing something so dirty, so nasty, and "degrading" yet while being prized (by the black men), is definitely part of it that has to be there for us. True, there is a good amount of sexual excitement to the whole "white slaving" thing, and even for the "hidden preference" the white wife "really has" for the "greater sexual potency" of a black bull anxious and hungry for that "forbidden" white pussy. That can definitely be hot at times. We don't go in for anything else though and we think it's silly when we see on websites things about racial, cultural, or political and social issues being brought into all this by some people. Just get off on what makes you horny. We don't care a bit what a black guy might think when he's getting some, as far as we are concerned he's just there as a sex object himself, fulfilling his role as a tool for her, just as for our adventures she is making herself there for him in the same way. Part of the excitement of it for us is in her being objectified by black men as a sexual object, and in turn, to a degree she objectifies them. Everyone plays out their assigned role. If a black guy just enjoys sex with women horny for him, that's fine. If he needs to "give it to the man" by fucking a white wife or making her his "bitch," that's his own business and cool with us. If she wants to call him "nigger bastard" because it makes her wet and him fuck harder, good for them. If I need to see her taken and used hard by blacks, or just eagerly being a whore for them, being "objectified" as a sex object, because all that makes me see her as sexier, then good for me. To each his own, for sure, but whatever reasons we all develop such excitement about expressing repressed urges and whatever needs we get fulfilled by acting them out are, for us, at least, irrelevant to the intimate pleasure and erotic fun of it all. Mutually doing it and sharing such intimacy together makes us even closer as a couple, and that's all that really matters.

Afternoon Encouragement

So, there we were, getting in a quick afternoon delight, and Linda starts to give me that look, where she knows she is going to say something to get me hot and make me give it to her good. As she did it made me realize gleefully that although we had not had any "vanilla" slow soft sex in several weeks she had yet to complain or request it. But as we got into it and we're humping hips, she started to refer to how much I had liked seeing her sucking on her dildo. I grinned and she started to tell me she liked how hard it made me. I told her she looked so nasty and sexy and definitely showed improvement. She grinned and started to pretend she was giving head, holding her lips wide open and moving her hand as if stroking a cock into her mouth while moaning softly. She smiled at me and I encouraged he with my look. Then she started to suck on her own thumb as if it were a cock. As I fucked her harder she started to suck on it more fiercely. Then to my surprise she put four of her fingers into her mouth, pushing them almost all the way to the second knuckle and rapidly moving them in and out. She had never done something like that during sex before and it was very sexy and fun. She really got into it and knew she was teasing as well as exciting me. I really like that. It showed a definite new oral interest from her, which I think reflects a real breakthrough. To what degree we will have to see. After I came hard she promised to do a short video for me of her really getting into sucking on her dildo as best as she ever has and as much as she could. I can't wait to see what she does, though I suspect without me fucking her she won't be as enthusiastic and intense.

Given how much interest we have in sexual adventure, ho much we have been trying to have fun, and how much real opportunity is available to us now, it's sad to realize that the sole thing preventing us from taking action is not the will or the chance, but babysitters. We just need reliable and trustworthy ones. Yes, our schedule is a tight, but we still can arrange something if we do it ahead of time. We had to miss another invite to a private gangbang party as well as an other seasonal one by an interracial group. But at least we will be making a second trip to the swing club next week.

Some Early Afternoon Action

One Saturday afternoon alone we headed to the bedroom to make good use of some time. We lay there naked for a while, quietly trying to get the mood going, absentmindedly waiting for someone to initiate things, expectantly hoping for something to trigger a start. After a few moments of inaction, Linda rose up, rolled over and just sat on my face. I was immediately hard and positioned my self to make use of my tongue. After awhile she moved off and then started to lick and suck a little on my cock head and balls (which I love but she doesn't nearly spend enough time on). She was enjoying herself there and I could instantly tell she was a bit more enthusiastic and skillful than in the past. Soon I was humping her from behind, and gave her a few ass smacks. She started to moan and cry softly, telling me "No...No…I won't be a bad girl any more…" It was kinky and new for her. She played at the bad girl being punished a little longer and I spanked her harder. She looked really good as I gave it to her hard, making her "confess" that she was a slut whore, and a nasty girl who secretly wanted to be a white cunt used by black men. Then she started to pretend she was fucking some black man and started to tell me to give her that hard dark chocolate in her pink hole." I love it when she seems to be fantasizing about it and not just hot talking it for my benefit.

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